How do I unlove you??(gxg)

Prologue

I stare blankly at the window. I lost count of the hours I've been sitting in the dark corner of my room.

It's still raining hard. I can hear the heavy down pour of it's every drop on the roof.

It's so cold, not only because of the bad weather but I feel so frozen inside. The chaos inside of me wants to explode. The feeling of EMPTINESS is diggin' a big hole in my heart, I know this can't be helped. I know I can't be helped.

My visions blurred and I felt a big lump on my throat. Before I knew it tears starts to fall. It continously flow from my eyes down to my cheeks. I hugged myself to feel comfort.

This must be the price of letting your heart win. You get your heart broken. Plus you die a few times inside. Stupid love. Stupid me. Stupid everything.

Now she's everything she said she'll never be. A cold blooded asshole that broke me. She used to be my protector but now she's the reason for my destruction. Misery, It's eating me alive. I hope someone would find me, save me, pull me out of this agony. And am I crazy hoping it would be her?

I drown myself with ocean memories of her, of how we used to be. She told me she would never leave me, she promised me forever. She said she would take care of me, love me with all she have..

So why am I here now?Alone..crying.. Maybe I wasn't worth it?or maybe.. I wasn't good enough.. that's why she left me and chose someone else over me..

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A/N

How was it? It's been years since the last time I wrote a story so yeah. Please leave a comment. English isn't my first language so sorry if there are grammar errors. Thanks for reading. :)