Just Give Me A Reason

Just Give me a little.

I caught his attention just for a moment and thats all I needed. Just a flash of his white teeth Just one curious question about what I was doing on my phone that made a small blush come to my round cheeks. Little did he know I would go home dreaming about this moment while he created several more with other girls.

Other Girls.

I just wanted to be different not come off coy. Well maybe a little. I really wanted that superficial relationship. A pretty girl plus a good looking guy with both a silly personality . Together not afraid of being with each other.

   But you where talking to a girl that takes small moments like the guy asking what caused her to smile. She overthinks every little thing a giy does.

Just give me A little.

She wasnt insecure . She didnt know what she was exactly.

Lil Wayne Chorus of How to Love related to her alot so.

So maybe she was a little insecure.

Is it not okay for her to not be the witty girl with the slicks comebacks that the guys seem to navigate to. 

   When a guy does come her way shes quick to be naive like she alost in there daze. Like she craves for his attention but when recieves it her brain and words disconnect. Not in a cute way either.

"Come here." A guy ask who isnt even her type and even though she is on the phone catching up with one of her long lost friends she makes her way to the guy.

   He has look that spells trouble a guy who'd make a quick move under the table in public. All he wants is whats between her legs and she senses it and still walks over to him. She quickly turns and points to her phone when she reaches the table but already shes lost cool points in her mind for giving in and walking over even if she gained enough dignity to leave within seconds.

Every time Everyman it happens the same.

Just Give Me A Little.

     Idk what exactly this is buts its been on my heart so I decided to write it down. How many can you relate to this story. 

I feel like Ive free'd something inside by writing this . Idk how much I'll update but I have alit of ideas sworming so be on the look out.

Just Give Me A Reason

Sincerely Crystal.

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