I cover my ears, hide my face
From memories I can't erase
I watch myself fall apart
Another crack in a breaking heart
Distorted whispers fly
I can't ignore no matter how much I try
I want to scream but no one hears
Furthering beyond my deepest fears
I walk, as I hold on
To what I know has been gone
Clinging to my own
Illusion that I'm not alone
That if I hold for one more day
I might find what I need to say
And maybe, just maybe, I can get back
All the time, fallen into the black
Watching laughing faces
Retracing my quick, reckless, paces
Back to a distant place
Where I was once a smiling face
I cross my arms up across my side
And remember when, I wasn't always on the outside
When the world was good, so it seemed
A innocent girl, wide eyed and naive
But did I really have to fall
So hard and lose it all?
Watch the people I once loved
Leave me behind as they walk above
Trampling over me, the one so easy to forget
A glance with no feeling, not an ounce of regret
The voices came fast, I covered my ears that terrible night
I turn around and open my eyes, everyone else was right
Perfect, is never true
Crashing down, is the girl who flew
Watching in the terrible realization that
With me, lying hurt and broken, not one,
Looked back.
