"This is very bad for you" I said while waving my cigarette In Jenna's face.
" Yet you do it?" She asked me while laughing.
"Yeah well you know-" I said with a smile.
"Whatever, come on" She said giving me a hand to help me up from the grass.
"And where are we going?" I asked
" Well your going home and your going to beg your mom to let you go with me to this party tonight." She said with a grin.
"what party?" i asked getting a little worried. Jenna went out to parties all the time and me, well iv'e only been to one and let's just say never again will I drink so much. I went down the street asking random people if they knew where i could find the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Yeah im a complete dumbass when I'm drunk.
" Oh none other than Chris King's party." She said with an even bigger grin.
" Oh yeah i remember him, the guy you hooked up with like 5 times." I said with an evil smirk
"Alex!!" she screamed, " It was only 3 times, anyway hurry up and get your ass home and text me when you get an answer from your mom." she said sounding a little aggravated with the fact that i brought up one of her hookups.
"Alrite bye" I waved to Jenna and started walking to my house.
I lived a good ten minutes away from the little park we were just at, and on my walk i just kind think-ed to myself. I was nothing like Jenna. She was always crazy and outgoing, and me well i was just kind quiet around other people that i didn't know. Now I'm not a little good girl, i have in-perfections, i smoke which is a horrible habbit, i hardly ever attend school, and my grades are shit. It's just attending parties isn't really my cup of tea. But on the other hand i was kinda tired of being quiet and not doing anything, this year i was going to change. School started like 2 weeks ago and this is my 11th grade year. I'm going to make this year fun i thought to myself.
I reached my house and and kicked off my shoes at the door cause if my mom saw me wearing shoes on her carpet she would beat me.I walked into the kitchen where the smell of pasta filled my nose.
"What's for dinner mom?" I asked as i entered.
"Pasta bake." she replyed quietly.
" Oh well, mom can i ask you something?"
"What is it Alex." she said not even looking up at me ,she just kept stirring the sauce.
" Well there is kinda this party tonight-"
"No, your not going don't ask me again."
"But why?" i asked probably pushing it.
"Because Alex! It's like the second week of school and you already have F's in all of your classes!!! And there's no telling how many classes you've already skipped as well." She said with her voice getting loud.
"Whatever" i said storming off, there was no point in trying to argue with her since everything she had said was completely true. She was in a pissy mood most likely because of dad but yet she takes it out on me, it gets old.
I ran up the stairs and entered my room, slaming the door extra hard so that it would echo through our huge house. It was only mom, dad, me, yet we have such a big house for only a couple people, and half the time my parents aren't even here.
I sat on my bed and ran my fingers through my hair, I was so frustrated with my mother. I took a cigarettes out of my pack and walked over to my balcony , lit it up, and took a long drag.
