Poems Of The Broken

Goodbye Gift

This is a goodbye gift for a friend. I won't name them but I'm sure as heck they know it's for them
See I promised you a gift... a poem so special all others would have been jealous from its beauty... it still hurts...like you said it can and will never be the same because you brought the 180 degree change in my life.
I promised my gift... perfection takes time....years ....that's how long this poem took me ....3 years...from the day I met you...you're always right ...it will take me the best luck to find someone like you.... and I never want to meet someone like you because I'll never loose you...the others will have to wait for enternity....it's wrong on purpose ..she liked correcting my mistakes, so I let her....correct the poem too if you find any mistakes I wrote with blurry eyes...too busy missing you ..... it's almost like death but harsher....

I can't see you
But I know your there
You been there for me
You have loved and cared for me

I know you still love me
Beyond compare
Even though I was unjust to you
Unjust to our bond

I went to god and asked him
why I can't stop caring for you
He said I'm in love
And he's afraid there is no cure.

I promised you
And I swear everyone I'll fix it all
But you knew deep inside
There was no fixing

I guess I'll always be to blame
I curiously asked the world
If our friendship was real and here to stay
(And after the stings I feel on my heart )
I realized I care for you across the sea

I cried, sweeping tears to cry once again
Behind your back
For I can't let you see me sad
I'm meant to be the happy one
(Right?)

But the truth is
You always knew I was a mess
But you loved me anyway
You cared for me no less
(For you saw beyond my broken mask)

You know how red my face turns when I cry
How ugly I look when I sleep
How much I cared for stupid mean comments
But you still loved me anyway

I was never good at saying goodbye
Thus I feel the sorrow till now
I can't forget even if I tried even if I had a spell to
Because the hole in my heart is beyond repair

But I still try
Try to write like a fool anyway
I scream my feelings
Hoping they'll reach you all these miles away

You left me broken yet
I loved you and forever will
Even though the scars still hurt
From you anything given is a gift

Fool are those who think
Leaving your loved ones
Gives you freedom
For they fail to realize
You'll just love them even more

The thing is
if distance makes you forget them
Then I bet you all the stars in the sky
you didn't love them

Because when you love someone
distances just increases your love
For you feel like you could once again
Meet them soon.

I cried so much for you
I could make a river
And even then through all the pain
I'd still name it after you

Love is poison
I consume it anyway
For if lovers are meant to die
Then love, go ahead kill me right away.