Wanna know why i wrote this story its all about my regrets inlife all the mistake that iknow icant change back will hate me if you want afte you read my story
They call me a big mistake and i dont know why maybe because i was born in there mistake cause my mother and father have there own family they have kids each of them and there both happy and one stupid night they made a stupid thing there making a damm thing without thinking and thats how they made me
a few years past i grow up with my grandma i love her very much but she was past away because of heart attk. then my mother was there in funeral then she said she want to take me home
yes i go with here but its not mean i forgive her one time she asked me to join dinner then i tell her sorry im gonna lose my appetite if im going to eat with you
my mother cried and said sorry all about what she did
lol its soo easy to grow up with out family and everytime i saw a child with there parent i always tell my self sana magkaroon then ako nya
masakit para sakin na 15years wala akong kinilalang ama or ina pero ganyan lang dadating sila at sasabihing sorry
Dumating ang araw na may nasabi akong masakit sa aking ina lubos siyang nasaktan nalungkot at sinabi niya sakin kahit di mo nalang akung tanggapin na ina basata mapatawad mo lang ako
pero binanilawa ko iyon sa halip lumawas pa ako at tumira sa pinsan ko isang araw may dumating nlang na balita na pumanaw na pala ang aking ina hindi ko maintindihan ang sakit na aking nadarama akala ko ba ok lang sakin na mala siya pero d ko maipaliwanag bigla nalang akung lumoha at nanghihinayang kung alam ko lang na mawawala ka ng maaga sina pinatawad kita o tinawag na ina labis akung nanghihinayang at nalungkot ng lubos lalo na nong nalaman ko ang ikinamatay nya ay tromatic heart o dahail sa subrang lungkot
Malaki ang pagsisisi ko sa aking sarili palagay ko ako ang may kasalanan kung alam ko lang d sana pinatawad kona siya "sana hanggang ngayon mayroon parin akung tinatawag na ina
Ang lungkot diba kaya ikaw maswerte ka at mayroon kapang ina at ama kaya alagaan mo sila wag kang gumaya sakin Na nag iisa !!!!! :(
