Wishful Dreaming

Chapter 1

"Can someone just hit me with their car?" I groan out as I slam my head down on my laptop.

My friend Mya laughs as she sips on her drink she's not suppose to have in the library.

"I have a car." She responds with a laugh.

"If I would have thought this Music Arts class would be this hard I would have took that dance class." I say as I close up my laptop and shove it in by black backpack.

"Oh boo who! Try being a music major!" Mya says as she fake flips her black bob over her shoulder.

I laugh and lock my arm with hers and we walk back to our dorm. When we get back to the light and airy space I flop on my bed and turn on my Christmas light to soak in the warm glow.

I open my phone to see a text from my casual hookup Ian. It's the usual [U up?]message.

Me: [Ain't I always?]
Ian:[Meet you @ my place in 5]
Me:[K]

I grab my bag and scoot on over to his apartment. I walk the trail the leads to the apartments he lives in with the moon shining above me. I walk through the raggedy door and make my way to Ian's room. He is there on the bed shirtless showing most of his tattoos. He smirks as I walk in looking me up and down.

"Really my dude?" I say giving him a wink as I jump on his bed.

He grabs my hips and pulls them into his then crashes his lips into mine. This goes on for quite some time and the booty call comes to an end.

-

I wake up hot, sticky, and sweaty. The sun trickles in as beams of light shining on Ian's back. I grab my phone with hast to see that I am exactly 28 minutes late for my music class. Well shit Joanna you did it again. I grab my stuff and cram in all in my bag, but I am soon taken back to the bed with a strong arm.

"You're loud." He says with his face still in the pillow.

"Dude! Ian! Let me up! I'm going to be late!" I say thrashing about like a fish out of water.

He let's go and I shoot out of bed and sprit to class. As I am running I notice everyone giving me weird stares. I stop to look around to see if I dropped something and then I look down. Pants. I. Don't . Have. Pants. I am wearing this boys boxers. I feel my eyes widen and my face turn a color of red I don't think is humanly possible. I calmly but swiftly run to my dorm.

"Oh look at you hot stuff!" Mya proclaims as I walk into the door.

"Stop. I'm official dead. Don't play me." I spit out at I throw my face into my pillow.

"Yikes! Ian didn't give you what you needed last night?" She said with a scowl.

"Fine as usual. I need to get my life together." I say extremely muffled through the pillow.

"I think I have the thing you need!" She exclaims as she sets me up. "I got us into the biggest party of the year!"

"Lit." I say with extreme sarcasm.

She rolls her eyes and throws a blanket at me."Take a nap you'll need it." She says with a wink.

-

I wake up from my nap to see that is now seven o' clock in the evening. I roll out and bed to take a shower to start getting ready for this "party." I've never been much of a party girl. I put on a front that I am, and a bitch can dance, but they get old. Especially since I've been at this for four years.

As I get out of the shower, I blow dry my long light brown hair and put in a few curls for some bounce. Mya comes in looking party ready with her mini shirt and crop top. I pull out my outfit an jester to it.

"Oh no we've got to go all out!" She says throwing what I had picked out in the floor.

"Seriously? Does this call for the one thing in the back of my closet that I haven't touched since You made me buy it?" I ask with my normal sarcastic tone.

She shrieked and nodded her head vigorously. She went to my closet and pulled out the one thing I've been dreading to wear. It's basically a black lingerie teddy.

"Girl I'm gonna need something else to put on with that!" I say giving her the look.

" I got you." She says she pulls out some black high waisted short shorts.

"Ok Ok I think I can get behind that." I say giving her a wink as I grab the clothes.

-

We stroll into the biggest frat house I have ever seen. Drunk and half drunk people everywhere. Somehow the place has already been rolled? There is loud music blaring through the windows. This is literally the stereotype of a college frat party.

We walk in to find crowds of people bumping and grinding away. I lead us to the so call "bar" to get some drinks.

"That's Ian over there right?" I hear Mya say as she points in the corner.

The sight I behold with eyes is my hookup smashing lips with another chick. Does it surprise me? No. Does it hurt a bit? Oh hell Yeah.

"Yep." I says as I down my drink."You know what? Whatever!" I says as I down another drink.

After a few minutes of my downing drinks I finally have enough liquid courage in me to have a little chat with the hookup. I stumble over a few people and finally I'm face to face with them.

"Hey Mr. Hookup!" I scream over the music.

Ian gives me the dirtiest look then rolls his eyes,"Get the fuck out of here."

"What to know something sweetie?" I say to the chick. I mouth the word "Tiny" and squish my finger together while pointing at Ian's crotch.

I start laughing hysterically! Ian's face turned blood red with angry as he shoves me into the wall.

"Shut your filthy mouth Joanna! You'll never be more than an booty call! You Bitch!" He screams while holding me against the wall.

I swing my fist and punch him in the head." No. One. Ever. Touches. Me. Like. That." I say walking towards him.

Mya pulls me back," Ian leave her alone! Back off!" She yells while still fighting me to stay back.

She takes me upstairs into someone's room to calm me down. I lay down holding my head and covering my eyes.

" I need a minute Mya please just leave me alone for a little bit." I plead.

" Ok but you stay here!"She warned us she went outside.

I lay with me eyes close. How could I just do that? I have made a mess! I knew that he was the way he was going into it! Joanna you knew what you got yourself into! Soon I heard a rushing from the corner. I shoot up looking around to find a dark figure standing in the corner. I scream at the top of my lung and the shadow turns to see me.

"Ahhh! Who are you!" I shout pointing at the shadow.

"Who are you?!" It asks back slightly startled.

" I asked you! Who are you?" I scream.

"Geez! You need to calm down!" The deep voice says from the corner. "My name is Wilder."

That my friends is the moment that started this story...