Mixed feelings.

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I don't know how to feel. I'm scared. I'm broken hearted. I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm terrified. I'm anxious. I'm confused. I'm numb. I'm empty. I'm desperate.

Those are some of the things I feel, I don't know why... or maybe I do but I don't want to talk about it to anyone. It brings me back memories that makes my heart ache, the painful is real... so real that I feel like I can't breath, I feel like I slowly fall apart as my heartbeats turns louder and louder. Sometimes I lay at night, 3, 4, 5 am, with no sleep, with my mind full of thoughts, memories and things that makes my eyes roll tears down my cheeks, wondering many things that can't be answered. If only I could know how...

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