Its was another dark and blur morning of her,pretty same like other mornings,with an empty mind and cried eyes she was trying to gather herself up for another day.
By the time she was getting out of the bed,she burst out in tears.
With teared eyes she went out of her room willing to sit corridors window where she use to sit most of the time.
She reached at the window and started looking outside.
She was thinking about all the good times she had with her family friends and siblings.
*suddenly tears sprang out her eyes*
"Everything is gone,Everything is vanished like it was never happened"
She was trying her best to put on a fake smile on her face but she was barely unable to do that.
(I WANT PEACE OF MIND,I NEED A CALM HEART!).
(IS IT JUST ME OR ANYONE ELSE SUFFERING FROM THE SAME PAIN).
There was a huge pile of questions in her mind but there was no one to answer her,no one was there to hear what is going on with her,no one was there to wipe her tears.
Shevy was a happy and fun loving girl with a soft and kind heart,with short curly brown hairs,green eyes( in which everyone can fell in love with),a pale and rosy completion.
BUT...
Some words have changed her mind forever,something terrible was happened to her,a thing that was enough to take her smile far away from her. She is completely changed now.
No one can recognize her.
All those painfully words were enough to break her heart in million little pieces.
It was raining outside, she was still standing in front of her window staring outside with blank expressions.
Suddenly she started talking to herself.
"Everything is changed, I don't know what I've did to my family that they are nor talking me.
And my friends *snakes*
They've did every single thing to me,They broked me ,They tortured me, They were giving me all that mental pain, and now they are pretending like everything is fine, now they are here to make me feel good,after all that torture and pain they are here to make me forget what they've did to me????
I am not going to forgive anyone!
Now they are here to show me how caring and loving they are??
I don't need there fake love, I don't need there fake care!!
I AM ALONE,I AM BETTER.
Why are they doing this to me?? To make me feel even more helpless and worthless??
*started crying*
I AM HELPLESS!!!
I DON'T HAVE ANYONE BY MY SIDE!!
