Reid and dilaudid

The outburst

Reid loved his co-workers so much but ever since his addiction started he seems to be unable to handle his emotions which causes him to blow up from time to time

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Reid POV

I had just finished a meeting about a new case and I can tell it's gonna be a bad one Hotch told us wheels up in 40 and we all left to grab our bags. I got in the car and proceeded to drive home I couldn't get the images of the dead kids out of my head when I heard a honk that snapped me out of my trance. I had drifted off the road I got back on and paced my thoughts until I was back home when I got to my apartment I threw my satchel on the floor and moved some books off the couch and sat down getting lost in thought then felt that urge that urge I haven't been able to get rid of since my "experience" and couldn't push it away any longer I went to my toilet and took off the top and reached in I grabbed my plastic bag I washed it off and pulled out one of the syringes then grabbed the small bottle and went to the sink I looked in the mirror disgusted at myself and proceeded to take off my belt I then fastened it tight on my bicep then I poked the top of the bottle with the syringe drew some out and pulled the needle out of the bottle went to my arm and slowly put it in to the vein under the soft part of my skin and slowly pushed the plunger down cooing in sweet ecstasy then I pulled it out undid the belt and let my worries disappear I put a few vials of dilaudid into my satchel grabbed my bag and waited for my taxi I told the driver where to bring me a few minutes later I payed the man and walked out to the jet arriving 3 minutes late and sat down I apologized to the team due to their remarks and sat down and slouched into the comfy seat in a daze dosing off I was awoken a while later by Morgan asking me if I was ok I quickly said I was ok looking at my hands he asked again and it irked me a lot more than it usually did and I snapped at him "OF COURSE IM OK MORGAN WHY DONT YOU BELIEVE ME HUH I TRUST EVERYONE ON THIS TEAM AND DONT QUESTION THEM AND IT SEEMS LIKE ANYTIME THE SMALLEST THING HAPPENS YOU JUMP ON MY CASE I DONT NEED THIS!" Morgan was mortified looking in my eyes and proceeded to say "Reid I'm just worried about you you've been acting odd and I'm sorry for caring about my "FRIENDS" well being" I snapped back almost instantly "SOME FRIEND YOU ARE OK IM NOT A BABY DONT ACT LIKE IM ONE" Morgan said back calmly " ok your not a baby I'm sorry if I treated you like one." Reid angrily went back to sleep.