I am not a normal person. I am different from everyone. No one understands me. But still they just keep hurting and hurting me until i am about to cry. People call me names that does hurt me and tells me that i am not mature enough to understand myself . Ofcourse, they are right, i am not mature enough to understand myself. But i am smart enough to do understand that life is not a game that you can play with. No one will know what others think and what is on their minds. Because your brain is not smarter than your heart.
I want people to know who i really am. For the past years i didnt know who i really was. But now i think i do know. Because i feel like i am starting to believe in myself and staring to love myself. Because no matter what i am going to live a happy life (insha allah) because god (allah) is the one who gives you everything. Especially happiness and love. No one in this world cannot live without it.