If Only He Knew

Chapter Two

I hit my drums angrily as Courtney kissed Kurt's neck. I wanted to kill her so bad. Is she doing this stuff to piss me off? I thought I'd explode when they started to make out. Oh my God I think I'm about to die. I gritted my teeth and pulled at my drumsticks. At this point I didn't care if I broke them or not.

"Will you two fucking stop already?" I yelled. Both of them quickly pulled away and stared at me. Courtney gasped and then I gasped, mocking her.

"What's your problem, Dave?" She asked sweetly.

"You. You're my problem." I said pointing at her.

"Wh-what?" Oh my God she's such an act.

"I don't think I stuttered." I said and rolled my eyes.

"Dave, calm down." Kurt said.

"Calm down? How can I calm down when you two are about to have sex right in front of me?" I said angrily. And I was angry.

"Maybe you should go, Dave. We'll have practice tomorrow and-"

"Fine. Have fun with your slut." I said throwing my drum sticks down and quickly standing up.

"Dave!" Kurt said angrily.

"Fuck this shit." I said as I left. I was beyond pissed. They think it's okay to kiss in front of me? Well, it's not. It freaking hurts.

Why do I have to fall in love with the boy who already has a girlfriend? Well, I did see him first, and I feel him love with him first. But then she came and ruined everything. She's always there. In my way. Destroying everything. Pissing me off. Making me have murderous thoughts. Depressing me.

How could I get rid of her? I couldn't talk Kurt into breaking up with her. It's not that easy. I could kill her... But that'd be too much. Maybe she'll leave Kurt soon. But what if they stay together forever?

Now I'm just making things worse.

I groaned and pulled my hair. I have to get rid of her somehow. I can't let her have Kurt. No way. He's mine. I just have to steal Kurt from her...