TEARS UNDER THE FULL MOON

is it really love

Sometimes I just get lost inside my mind thinking why. Why me?
Why does it always happen to me? Is this one of those Cinderella fairly tales the funny part is that I don't get any prince charming.

You see I'm one of the quiet girl that never wants to talk or even confront anybody. I can't even look at someone in the eye. All my life I have been told that I'm not very attractive (they meant I'm ugly) so I never have any boys aound me not much of a problem I said well I was only in the fifth grade and love wasn't such a thing in my mind. That all changed when I went to high school I started becoming more open and started having crushes.

I had a crush on thy guy his name was kane and when I told my friends about it they started laughing and teasing me about it every time they saw him or when he was around me. They always threatened to tell him about it and I would always be so scared. They always wanted.me to beg them. Well I had to do what I was told because who would want to be exposed. I was scared of people and kane what if he publicly rejected me?. That would be so embarrassing. One day my friends wanted to go and expose my feelings to kane . I was tired of their threats so I told them to do so because I thought kane would still be in class so they wouldn't dare. To my suprise kane just walked infront of us and my friends they were in shock. Without wasting anytime they ran as fast as they could towards him calling out his name. When he turned around my heart dropped. I couldn't breathe could this be it I thought is this the end of my life?. When my friends saw how scared I was they stopped and didn't tell him anything they just said hi and came back.well kane didn't think that way because he knew that one of us had  a crush on him. I was so scared .....

As time passed my feelings for kane grew stronger and I was ready to tell him about my feelings. When u said that to my friends they said that they didn't think he would say yes I was heartbroken when I asked about their reason for saying that they said that I wasn't pretty and kane loved hot girl's they started commenting and laughing about my body saying that I was flat and didn't have breasts I just kept quiet I never bothered expressing my feelings towards kane but I didn't stop loving him well that all changed when Tommy came to my school we we're in the same class can you imagine.

He was tall and handsome. Everything I ever wanted in a guy.When he said hi to me I was on top of the moon I had butterflies in my stomach and I was so exited I started talking to him but after some minutes one of my best friends sam called him saying he wanted to talk to him. I.didn't mind so he left.they talked for hours and all this time she was just blushing. During their conversations I was just staring at him and I remember when he cought my sight and winked. I blushed and looked away. Later that day he asked for my number and I gave it to him.

We would talk and talk for hours and after some days we were really close we started sitting together. Eating together and it was soo fun. We always got in trouble together. He always made sure that we go to detention together and I didn't mind. When he was punished for talking he was always told to kneel down and he would say something funny just to make me kneel too. Every.single day and our teacher was tired of us.

One day he said that he wanted to talk to me I was nervous I didn't even know why but I went and he told me that he was in love with me. Love is a very strong word I said. But he just stood there blushing . Could he be telling the truth is he really in love with me? Out of all the girls in this school? I thought blushing. Tommy told me that he wasn't lying and that he really loved me and he wanted to be my boyfriend. Without thinking twice I said yes yes I wanna be your girlfriend.

He smiled and left with no word I was so exited so I went and told my best friends mary and sam about what just happened with Tommy they didn't look that exited and just gave me a smile and said it's not gonna last. Why would he even like you. Out of all the girls. You are not even hot she said .
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