Learning How to Dance the Rain.

Back for Good

Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good.
Whenever I am wrong, just
Tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood
See, I want you back for good.
— back for good, Take That.

A/N: this book starts with them already married three months with chapters flashing back to when they first met. Thank you for reading.

Oliver woke up in the fresh sheets of a new hotel for the third night of the Take That Odyssey tour, Gary clearly was already up feeding his addiction for exercise. Or he was in the shower one of the two. Oliver spread back out on the bed and looked at the ceiling this wasn't something he was going to get used to every single day of his life being married to one of the biggest stars in the United Kingdom. Especially when he was nearly 26 and Gary was 47, but they loved each other. The country and world who followed Gary Barlow knew. But the judgment was never easy on Oliver and tended to take a few things to heart.

Oliver was born a female, and was becoming a male, a highly accepting male that didn't want much surgery and was happy with who he appeared to be. But people called him names constantly on Gary's Instagram and Twitter, sometimes Facebook. It was a constant inner battle with himself to fight them or ignore them.

Gary on the other hand had responded to a few of the mean remarks telling them where to go, that this is who he loves and that he'd rather have a happy life than be as bitter and sour as they seemed to be, of course he said it much nicer than Oliver would have in the first place.

Gary came out of the shower and smiled over at the male, "You are awake! Hello there, you look like you've been thinking up a storm..." he told the male leaning down and pressing a kiss to his mouth.

Oliver laughed and kissed him back, all the doubt eased when he saw the older man so at ease when he saw him. Gary eases it all, because he constantly looked so at peace with him.

"Just been overthinking the last six months of my life, how one Take That concert changed my life..." he spoke. "Since I came out, being transgender and ultimately gay being interested in men and my parents being no where to be seen, you've really helped me gain some confidence in me..."

Gary set himself down on the bed, leaning against the mans legs as he watched him as he spoke, a timid soft smile grew, "I only want you to be the best person you can possibly be, Ollie. Your parents have missed out on seeing you become the person you're meant to be and I am so happy that I met you that night. It was fate. You're my fate." He brushes his thumb on the mans cheekbone.

Oliver felt his cheeks heat up as he moved upwards and touched the mans knee as he leaned in and kissed him. He couldn't believe how lucky he had been to meet and fall in love with one of his idols. Sure Oliver wasn't musically inclined, but Gary helped bring out a cheekier version of himself. He ran his fingers along the males body. Which he saw Gary relaxing into his touches.

"When are you heading out?" Murmured Oliver, just wondering if they could just cuddle for a bit. "In about an hour and a half, plenty time for us.." Gary murmured back, leaning in and kissing him.

A short while later, they laid bare with one another. "And here's me just wanting cuddles, but I'll never complain about that.." Oliver breathes out.

Gary laughed, "I am not complaining about cuddling now..." he told him kissing his hair. Sure people always questioned why he was with a man now, and it wasn't about what he had on the outside or what he didn't have it was about love.

Oliver hadn't had all the surgery's yet, he didn't want all of them. He was happy in who he was now. But he eventually wanted chest surgery. "I'm trying to find a decent job so I can pay for my top surgery.." Oliver mumbled. Testing how Gary would feel.

"You're ready for it? Let me know and I'll pay..." Gary offered. Oliver wasn't keen on using Gary's money for something like this, it always made him feel uneasy.

"I don't want you to have to pay for everything of our living.." he told him. Oliver frowned as he played with the males sides. He couldn't believe how much he felt for just one man.

Gary nodded, "I know that honey. But I want too, to help you in becoming who you are destined to be." Replied Gary.

Oliver smiled, "Okay, okay.  When the tour is over we can discuss more. But you need to go.." he shoved him away playfully.

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Next on Learn to Dance the Rain.
— fans harass Oliver
— Gary sticks up for him
— Gary is offered his judging position back
— will he take it?