We carry these things no one can see

What the hell happened last night

It was 8:30 am oli woke up in his car with hickeys all over his neck and ear.

"What the hell happened....shit my head is killing me" josh rubbed his head groaning.

They both looked at each other just blinking and wondering how this happened.

"Man we must have gotten some chicks last night oliver" josh laughed pointing at oliver's neck.

Oli quickly got up shivering "SHIT IF HANNAH SEES THIS IM DONE FOR!"

oli began to panic breathing heavily.

You could see the goose bumps on his tattooed body.

His flannel had more rips in it than ever.

"Josh what am I going to say!" he gripped josh tightly his breath still on josh.

His breath was warm and still smelled like cherry vodka.

Josh began to blush oli and him have never gotten so close.

"Oliver...Calm Dow-"

Oliver cried into josh's shirt.

"Help me"

Josh stroked oli's brown hair wanting to kiss him more and more.

"Oliver just say you got beat up real bad and you were so drunk you couldn't drive"

Oliver wiped his eyes and crawled up to the front seat of his car.

"I'm gonna take you home first josh"

The car ride was a total silence

Josh was scared.

He kept on seeing things.

The past kept haunting him.

Josh lost his girlfriend in a car accident.

He still carries a picture of her everywhere he goes.

He kinda missed her.

Her ghost was still in josh's memory.

He tried to move on , but there was no girl right for him.

If I could touch her one more time and tell her I love her damn right I would do it.

He dreamed of her embrace and Oliver's his heart was tied between both of them.

Josh woke up again at 5:50 pm.

He was still wearing his red hoodie and black jeans.

"Damn I got extremely wasted last night..."

He walked into the kitchen drowsily and began to cook instant ramen.

There was a knock at josh's door.

"Hello oli" he opened the door with a smile.

Oli was wearing a drop dead shirt and ripped jeans.

"Can I make myself at home? joshua"

Oliver smiled as he ruffled josh's hair then passing out on the sofa nearby.

Josh didn't really expect Oliver to come over again today.

"So ... Hannah pissed with you?"

Josh poured the ramen into a bowl slurping away the golden noodles.

"A little bit she wanted me to talk to you for a bit."

Oli didn't keep eye contact with josh when he said that he looked straight across the room blankly.

"I am in the mood for ramen" Oliver picked up a noodle from the bowl and began slurping like josh.

"So uh heh... do you wanna go walk around Sheffield a bit?"

Josh yawned

And began to rub oli's head

"Sure....we could do that, but you kinda stink and so do I "

Oli chuckled as he put his hand behind his head.

"I'm gonna hit the shower.....you're welcome to join oli"

Josh took off his sweatshirt and walked toward the bathroom.