jeez i dont want to go to high school. it sounds scary, plus there is so much drama as it is. but what can i do? get held back? hell no i dont want to die buy my aunts/ uncles hands
if i die, it'll be by my own hands or by one of my friend, or a stranger.
i've been really depressed. its my moms birthday the 24 of april and i miss her so much. i wish i could be with her. it would be so much better than here. everyone at school seems to hate me right now and the people that dont hate me think its my fault and i dont know what i done to make them hate me.
my crush got a girlfriend and one of my friends asked me if i was jealous, at that point he made me realize i was jealous. i hate the feeling jealousy gives you. it makes you do things you dont mean and makes you sad or mad. its a bad feeling. its ok though i dont really need a boyfriend right now, now after a heckin' year and a half relationship with a ass. but i think its better if i dont have a boyfriend right now. BUT heres the thing his girlfriend is fucking crazy. according to him she called him and started fucking herself with a hairbrush , THEN she started to cry when he said that he was uncomfortable. the bitch is crazy. thats the conclusion i've came to anyway. but he said it him self, shes weird.
well aside from that at my school we have started state tests.
weeeeeeeeeeee
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A Person Of A thousand Thoughts
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