Sis it's almost been 1 year since you left me 9 months and 10 days to be exact, I still haven't come to terms with it, to except I will never see you again, talk to you again.
Sis I miss you, you was my closest friend, my sister, my leader my everything. You kept me strong through my worst times.
Sister I hope you will be proud to know I've reduced my self harming and my purging and I've quit smoking... For you sissy.
I'm doing this for you, I have to live my life for me and my family but I have to live your life too sissy otherwise you would've died in vain and I'm not going to let that happen.
I'll become that fashion designer you wanted to be so badly. because sister I may be no were near recovery or being normal, I may still have those voices in my head telling me to die, to jump out the school window, but I will stay firm.
I miss you, I miss the times we sat down at the computer looking at clothes and choosing what we would wear once we lost all the weight... the things you'll never wear now, but I promise sissy I'll wear them for you I'll wear them in pride that it was your dream to wear them. Love you my sister, I'll write again soon.... I promise x
