We carry these things no one can see

Hold onto me

Later that night oliver and josh slept together.

"Do you think Hannah might be worried about me?" oliver looked toward josh.

Josh was already asleep on oli's chest shivering.

"Oli I'm cold"

Josh moaned

Oli wrapped his arms around josh.

"Soon you'll be sweating josh"

Oliver smirked.

"Hm?"

Josh said half asleep.

Josh dreamed that oli and him were under the sheets together exchanging body heat.

When josh woke up the bed was cold and Oliver was gone.

"Left already?"

Josh pouted.

There was a note on josh's bare chest.

'Hey joshy I left at 5:00am this morning Hannah was calling me 15 times ugh well i'll see you soon'

-oli;)

Josh groaned with his head still aching.

His love for oli grew deeper and deeper by the second.

"Oh crap I'm supposed to be writing music"

"Uhh...no ...damn......crap!" Joshua threw his notebook at the wall angry.

A voice in his head echoed 'listen to your heart josh' it was Cassia josh's old girlfriend.

"C-cassia? in my head..how?"

I'm going mad again

Joshua thought.

Pretty soon words flew on the paper beautifully.

It was a song for Oliver.

Josh picked up his phone and dialed Oliver's number.

"Oli come over soon as you get the chance I wrote something for you"

Josh sighed happily.

Josh's heart fluttered with happiness .

Oliver

Oliver was all he could think of.

Oli was the best thing that happened to josh.

Later that day oli and josh went to the bar drinking vodka and beer.

"Here's the song I wrote for you oli"

Josh smiled.

Oli snatched the paper and read it blushing every minute.

"Is this how you feel? joshy?"

Oli chugged down more vodka.

"Oliver I'm really in love with you 'I'd do anything for you....i just love you so much I have no room to love myself."

Josh chugged more whiskey down with a smirk.

Pretty soon they ended up getting wasted again.

"Hey oli...if you were a girl I'd totally do you" josh laughed heartily as he coughed.

"Well if you were a real man I dare you to do it" oliver laughed so much he began to choke.

Since they were drunk and didn't know what the hell was happening the went back to josh's place under neath his blankets.

Soon they began to kiss passionately running their hands up and Down each other's backs.

Pretty soon josh found himself on top of Oliver as he began to kiss him all over.

"Ahh" oliver moaned grasping the bed sheets.

They did it all night until one of them got tired.

They cuddled each other tightly .

"I love you joshy"

Oliver groaned.

His hair was messy and you could still smell alcohol on his breath.