I opened my eyes meeting the pretty rays of sun..I was left alone in the room, no Jungkook in sight on the other bed.Where could that kid be?
"Morning Noona.."
"Morning Taehyung ah"
He is peeking his head on the doorframe unsure of something again.
"I was thinking if I wake you up or let you sleep..so I waited for you to wake up instead"
He fiddled his fingers looking at the floor..I stretched my arms and sat on my bed
"Why didn't you wake me up" I chuckled softly looking at him dressed up with a fabulous attire..He is a born fashionista isn't he?
"U-uh in the first weeks of me and Yoongi hyung lived together with the other hyungs, he was scary when we attempted to wake him up...but as days went by he became softer to us..I was having the thoughts of...you know might do the same because you're siblings..You look like you can be scary Noona"
"I'm not like Yoongi hahah..Maybe he just lacked of sleep so he didn't want anyone to wake him up so he scared you guys off"
"Ah..hahaha I see.."he shyly scratched the back of his head
"Noona..Yoongi hyung told me to wake you since today will be Jungkook's audition.."
"Ah yeah wait i'll be ready in any minute.."
"Okayyy"He left the room and I guess he went on the living room to wait for me..
"Your brother looks really nervous noona.."
Jimin's face suddenly popped out from the wall making me hold my chest because of slight shock
"Would you please stop doing that you almost made me pass out"
"Sorry hehehe"
I went outside to go to the bathroom but all I saw was Jungkook face palming while Tae is patting his back
"Jungkook ah..calm down an take a deep breath" Yoongi said softly trying to ease the tension Jungkook is feeling right now..
"H-hyung i'm sorry I don't think I can do it today.."
His trembling voice echoed on my ears
"What's wrong?"I asked everyone
"Jungkookie is having anxiety and panic attack Yeonsun"Hoseok replied as I went straight to Jungkook
"I told you to think about going here first didn't I?...You wanna do this, then try"
he lifted his head, eyes puffy because of crying
"I thought I could do it noona...b-but my head.."
sobbing, Jungkook pointed his head
"I-i-it hurts noona...T' -hurts noona"
Past incident reminds me of this everytime I see Jungkook in this kind of cases,Eversince he was little starting at the age of 7, he staerted crying in agony complaining of his head.It happened because of a car accident when he was 5, when my dad were with him and his mom driving on the dark road.A car accident occurred on the same day my dad was driving with them, turned out, the people who were injured on the accident was Jungkook's family.. My dad permanently lost his ability to walk, and Jungkook's mom died.For him, he contained an injury in his head from the accident.
He was severely traumatized of the incident.This is why I really am against of him being here.He shouldn't stress himself and overthink.
Jungkook's sobs didn't stopped, I cupped his face making him face me
"Jungkook, you are a grown man now didn't you say that to me?..You promised you will make me and Yoongi proud right?.You are strong, you have us..we're your family Jungkook"
"Now, calm down Jungkook and breathe."
He did as I said and thankfully calmed himself
The day started normally, Jungkook finally calmed himself and drifted to sleep in the room with Yeontan in his arms.Yoongi is in his studio...Hoseok went to work he said he has to practice a choreo with their friend, and tae also slept in his room.So I was left with Jimin in the living room.
Here with me are a pen and a paper.
"Let's start Jimin, tell me...what did you want to have before you died"
"Okay..."
"what are the things you desired to do"
"Uhm..I wanted to help my hyungs in their worries...Hoseok hyung, to be in terms with his noona...."
What could be the reason for a jolly guy like Hoseok be in no terms with anyone, but this is not my business..I just want to help this poor soul because Yoongi would want me to do it anyway..
"And Jin hyung and Joonie are not accpeted by their family..Their parents are too old school"
"And Taetae..."
Taehyung..What is it with him?It's strange..His friends looks care free and unbothered at all.They are pretty much the most positive people I ever met.
"Poor Taetae has been crying a lot when I died..He comes home late hardly can walk and drunk..I wanna know why noona...He's my soulmate"
Now that is different..
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Author note:
Very short chapter because of thinking of how I can make this lame chapter better..Thank you for reading my stories!Please look forward of it as I learn more because I am seriously lacking in great plots of new stories
