Chapter 1. My Life -Part 1-

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i'm not exactly a good writer, so if it's horrible, please forgive!!!

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Chapter 1-1

Hannah's P.O.V.

'Another morning in my useless life' I thought to myself as i got out of my bed. My life was a mess, and I couldn't blame anyone for it. I looked like another version of the "pale, beautiful brunnette", my grades were A's, I had parents who understood me, and an awesome brother. Think you could live my life. Uh-uh, it's not so easy. After I enrolled high school, I moved three times, and this is why. Imagine you're the queen of the school with everyone worshipping the ground you walk on, and you've got guys drooling all over you, then comes miss shy, helpless and fragile little girl and everyone's after her, how would you feel? I know the answer to it. You'd feel like shit. I've gone through that with every school, except for this one.

Now ask me why, this is why. I've never let my hood down, not once since I moved here about 6 months ago. Sure, everyone loves talking behind my back, saying that I'm keeping my hood up, probably because I'm unbelievably ugly, but hey, I'm not bothering anyone's life, they've got no reason to make my life a living hell, so as long as that is kept, I don't care what they think. The teachers agreed that I keep my hood on. Thankfully, they had enough patience to listen to my story, of course, privately.

But, I have to tell you, my life isn't completely lonely. I've got my best friend, Ethan, who knows my story, and has seen my face. Anyways, he has the sweetest girl in school, Megan, as his girlfriend, and even though Megan hasn't 'seen' me, she understands and she is my other friend. As for my opinion, they make an absoloutely adorable couple together, with Ethan's brown hair and deep, ocean blue eyes and Megan's dark, honey gold hair, and eyes that are colours of honey like her hair, they look so cute when they are with each other!

And, well, for how I look, I have mid-back length dark brown hair, kind of like the color of dark chocolate, and bright, piercing green eyes, which looked even more piercing with my eyebrows, making me look like a brunnette version of the classic pictures of an innocent angel. I was slender, average height, curves any girl would kill for, and pale skin which, by the way, is caused by my hate for humid, high temperature, and too much sun, because, I guess I always loved winter and the snow. I've had a ton of guys cheat on me, simply because I won't give them what they want, and I don't regret my decisions. They never cared about who I am, but only paid attention to my looks. I'll have to blame my looks for spreading the "mystery girl' air around me. Now, I think most guys are the same, and only a fraction of them really knows how to judge a person from their characters.

After I finished cleaning myself up with a cold shower and had a breakfast, I got to my closet. Well, I don't need to care about how I dress, if no one cares about me, so I always wear a pair of skinny jeans and a hoodie, and I never wear any neon or bright colors. Those colors bring too much attention to me. Today, I was wearing a faded-grey jeans and an ivory colored hoodie with hints of brown. I grabbed my black adidas backpack and put on my black nikes before I rushed out of the house on the way to school, not excitedly, but only hoping it would be over quickly enough.

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So, hey:) In case you were wondering, yes I did use my name in this character, because I couldn't think of name that suits her, and Hannah would be my best choice. So if you have a name you think is alright, please let me know:)(FYI, im not like hannah in the story, and we have nothing in common except for having brown hair and moving around often, which btw, I moved eight times already in my life!!!)

And I'm not a quick updater, and I'm a brainiac (with math and science) and I just have a dramatic life with my parents expectations being soooooooooooo high, because they think I'm a genius, but really, I'm not.

Lastly, I am going to make chapters like chapter 1-1, 1-2, 1-3, blah blah blah. And that's about it.

hope u enjoyed it, and comment before you go!!! Thanx:)

★Hannah

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