My Twisted Life

chapter 1

Nishelle POV

"Please stop somebody help me."

I suddenly woken up panting trying to catch my breath. I was in my room like always awakening from my nightmare. If only it was just that a nightmare something not real,but that's just not the case.I laid back down on my bed and covered my head with my soft comfy sheets.Then suddenly I hear bangs on my door.

"Wake up you have to go to school."

"Five more minutes Rose."

"No wake up now!I'm tired of the school calling here complaining about you."

"Okay I'm up I'm up."

I uncovered my sheets off me and went out my room for a quick shower. If your wondering who Rose was she's my mom sadly. As you see I call that woman by her first name. Like hell I would call her my mother to be a mom you have to atleast act like on. This was the first time in years that she actually took the time to wake me up.I always end up late are just don't show up for school.It's not like my mom cares if I showed up and neither those the students and teacher at the school, but I  guess since I'm only 17 years old I'm required to go.It's not like this town is going to last. My mom just ended a relationship with yet again another guy(If you would call having sex with a guy that you just meant a relationship). For some reason the guys stook around for a while. I think it was for the free beer.I don't even know what happen to their relationship, but my mom says it was my fault.That is like a routine for us. She picks a guy up from a bar sleeps with him(Which didn't help that you could hear everything through the walls)then he dumps her. She gets drunk and blames it all on me(Then again the guys never knew I was there are even existed).Then she passes out leaving me to take care of her. So in other words I'm practically the mom in our relationship.After the break down is over we start packing for yet another town to live. For a couple of months she stops drinking and is like the mother I remember,but then she meets another guy at a bar or something wearing leather jeans and biker jacket and the routine starts all over again.I gave up along time ago on her.Now we are starting to pack for a new fresh start as my mom says after she sobers up and heading for a town tonight called Winxton.That town is filled with rich snobby people. I wonder why she chose that town. We're not exactly loaded,but the school is doing some charity work and letting people like me go to their school.I don't know why they pick me I can't exactly afford it, but I guess I have the brains to be there. They have really good classes there, but I just don't think I will fit in there. Stuck in a school full with people that cares more about their hair is not my type of people.This should be fun(Note sarcasm).When I was done taking a shower I walked back in my room but on a pair of sknny jeans and a blue v-neck shirt. I grabbed my backpack and went downstairs out the door avoiding my mother or should I say Rose and began walking to Wilmont high school for my last day of school.

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30 minutes later I reached the school passing all the people making out or smoking in the field. Really people PDA. The school is all I got to escape from my disaster that I call my life. I know my mom wont be able to pay for college so I try my best in school so I could get a full scholarship in any university out there.Don't get me wrong I still tend to get in trouble here and there from teachers, but it never got as bad as getting suspended or expelled. You see I never got along with people and I can't help that I speak my mind. Some people like that and others don't, but not like I care.That's all going to change in Winxton because I really need that scholarship.The better I do the faster I can get away from my mom and start my own life.

When I got inside the building I headed for my locker clearing my locker since I will no longer need it.I headed for my first class and sat in my seat.

************************************************************************************************************ School went by in a blur and I was already heading back home. Usually I wouldn't head home so early, but I need to finish packing.When I got to my house I saw a U Hal moving bus outside our house. I headed towards the front door twisting the knobe and walking inside.

"Hi honey."

"Rose."

I saw the sad expression on her face the moment I called her by her first name. I am not gonna fell sympathy for her. Not that long ago she was drunk and screaming at me. This happens all the time and I'm just tired of getting my hopes up and being let down.

"Umm.....I made your favorite food grill cheese and chips for dinner since were heading out early I thought we should eat together as a family."

Is she for real I don't even know what we are, but it's definitely not a family. And grill cheese haven't been my favorite since I was five years old. Not to start another argument I just agreed and followed  her to the kitchen. I might as well play along with this act of hers. It seems she's been doing the finishing touches in packing because most of the things are gone from the house. When I was eating Rose just kept staring at me. I know she wanted to say something, but it seems she was scared. I didn't bother to ask her what she wanted I just wanted to eat in peace and head to my soon to be old bedroom and finish packing.

When I finish eating(Which was wierd because she never actually feeds me before)I head to my room packing the rest of my clothes and storing the boxes of stuff in the moving car outside. A couple of hours past and we were done packing and driving to Winxton.Another town a new start. I'm not going to get distracted by boys are drama any of it. I'm just gonna focus on school and try to get in an university. Hopefully since this is my last year to impress since im a senior in high school I will get into any university out there with a full scholarship in and begin my life.

Author Note:

I hope that you like it it's not edited so if you find a mistake please let me know. I'm not sure were I'm heading with this but imma just wing it as I go. Note Winxton does not exist I made it up. I will update in a couple of days.