patience ⑇ s. mendes

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shawn's pov :

i listened to andrea's even on the
plane ride back home. there was
something about her voice and
the way she sings tha has me
hooked on her voice entirely. it
was angelic and made me feel
relaxed whenever i has it on.

i didn't sleep much last night
because all i could think of was
her and how i'm only discovering
her talent now.
"you didn't sleep much you'll get
jet lag when we land." antony told
me but i could only focus on andrea.
"my mind is occupied." i told him.
i looked out of the window of the
plane as her voice played on repeat.

"is this about that girl on youtube?"
antony asked me and i didn't
answer him. he already knew that
that was exactly what this was
about. i saw him nod his head from
the corner of my eye. this girl had
some power over me and i didn't
know who she was, nor had i met
her before. i don't know what i
was doing.

i leaned back in my seat and was
fully relaxed now. i tried to find
this girl on instagram and twitter
but her profile on instagram was
private. i wanted to send her a
follow request just so i could stalk
her profile but it would seem creepy.
then fans would question why i
followed her and i didn't want that
yet. i found her twitter account but
she hasn't been active on it in over
two years. there was a lot of fan
accounts of mine pairing screenshots
of my comment on her youtube video
and then other people complimenting
her singing voice. it was really nice
to see my fans supporting her. but
of course there were mean comments
too from jealous people which i didn't
like and i hope she didn't take to
heart.

i wanted to find out where this girl
was from so i could tell her in
person how amazing her voice really
is. i was thankful to antony for
finding her on youtube in the hotel
room. i was addicted to her already
and had a feeling she would go very
far in the music industry if she was
discovered by a record label. i was
thinking of showing her video to
my record label to see if they
would sign her. that way i would
be able to meet her.

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"hey, shawn." i was shaken awake
out of my daydreams by antony.
"we're back home now dude."
he told me and i nodded, standing
up and grabbing my hand luggage.

i met a lot of fans at the airport
and took pictures with as many
of them as possible. i always
enjoyed meeting fans but i was
too busy being distracted by
andrea and hoping she would
be here and i disappointed
myself. i don't know why she was
all i could think of.

once we finally got passed all the
crowds of fans. we picked up the
rest of our luggage and made our
way out of the airport and to my
agent's car. his security guard was
driving me and antony back to my
house. antony didn't live far away
from me so would be able to walk
to his house from mine.

as soon as i walked through the door
my parents were there or greet me and
ask all about my plane journey and the
tour so far. my sister aaliyah came
downstairs tapping on her phone. she
looked up and saw me and threw her
arms around me.
"you're back. how was tour?" she asked
and i told her all about it when we
made our way to the couch.
"you commented on a girls youtube
video. what's that all about?"
"i thought she had a beautiful
voice." i shrugged and smiled,
trying not to give away that i had
tried stalking this girl online.
"is that the real reason why?"
aaliyah raised her eyebrows at me
and i could feel my face getting hot.

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