"You have to stop hurting yourself so much. The past is the past and there's nothing you can change but how you live your life afterwards. Our goal is to make the best person you can be. If you're happy, genuinely happy then we know we did a good job "
The words were sinking in and my vision was going blurry. It was taking me so much to be able to hold back the tears and try to bottle the emotions in me so that I wouldn't cry. It wasn't long before the sobbing started. It was hard to maintain myself after it began.
Most of my life I had managed to not deal with things. If I didn't admit it or say it out loud maybe it wasn't real. Or maybe it would go away. Always be positive and look past the negatives. As I got older that kinda didn't do much help. It just made my temper quickly run out and my anger rise.
Me being in front of my parents getting in trouble for all the things I had done was the complete opposite of me avoiding things. It wasn't the fact that I would have to admit the things. It was the fact that I would have to stop running away from reality and the fact that I knew now I would have to deal with my emotions and thoughts and the things I had done. Not only would I disappoint my parents and lose their trust ,I would also lose the small comfort zone I had made for myself.
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