"It was a mistake, you know that," I said hoping she would leave me alone.
"Yeah it was but that isn't what I'm talking about and you know that, you felt something and you're too scared to admit it. You know what we did was a mistake but that doesn't mean that you can't keep replaying the image of us in your head over and over and over. You want me, that's why you get all shaky and nervous when I'm around, isn't it?" she said, inching closer towards me.
"You don't know anything about me," I said trying to fake confidence. My voice came out more shaky then I realized but hopefully she didn't pick up on it.
"I know enough to realize that I'm not wrong am I? Addy you know you and Tyler won't work and you're just trying to make yourself think it's because of what he did. You forgave him a long time ago but you can't get over the fact that even though you might love him you keep lusting me," she yelled at me.
She wasn't wrong. I knew I shouldn't have done what I did but no matter how hard I try i can't seem to actually regret it." Just leave me alone, I have too much on my plate to do this right now, is it really so hard to leave me alone!" I yelled back grabbing my things and rushing out of the room. She wasn't wrong, but just because I slept with her one time doesn't mean I'm not gonna marry the love of life tomorrow. He saved me from myself, she makes me fall back in the hole.
