I was hoping that he was going to love me like he said he would. But he didnt. I should have known, known that he was just messing with me, using me.
Hi. My name is Conny. I love a boy that said he loved me but then told me that he was just using me. I was, AM heart broken. We had everything planed, everything. I just wished i had known, so i could have prevented me running away, hurting the ones close to me, and then ending up in a hospital bed, as an unknown. I wish that everthing had turned out diferently. I can here the doctors everyday, trying, trying to find out who i am, the one laying in the bed. I just wish that they give up on me and end me. O i hope they find out that i am me and call my mother and tell her that i am hurt and dieing. I can hear my clock ticking by slowly. Everyday it gets slower. I am dieing. There is no surgar couting that one. The doctors that see me everyday dont know. They just think that im never going to come out of this coma. And i know that i wont, but i wont be here muh longer. And i just wont my family to now where i am.
