Lapidot Run Away Gem. (Human AU) Book 1

Jasper Did What!

Warning - Sad and suicidal thoughts.

Lapis' POV

I woke up to little snores Coming from Peridot as she slept. "I love you Peri. " I whispered into her ear and kissed her on the cheek. I sat in her bed for a few minutes not really wanting to do anything else today we got really drunk last night not as drunk as the night before but definitely drunk enough to give me a hangover. I looked at my phone going through my Instagram until I had the idea to post a picture of Peri sleeping. "Snap" went my phone as I took the picture quickly posting it onto my Instagram and writing "Sleeping in today! " I then looked to my side to see Peri waking up but instead of doing so and saying good morning she sat up a little and moved closer towards me and led her head in my lap and rapping her arms around my waist. I brushed her head with my hand and said "good morning Beautiful. " she smiled and kissed my other hand that was laying on my knee and said "good morning. " in a muffled voice. I carried on looking through my phone when I get a text for Amethyst with a pic of the bar door and a peace of paper hanging on it I sent her a text saying come up and in no time at all Amethyst, Pearl and Peri were all sat in the living room with me. Peri read the note since it said dear Peridot on it.
"Dear Peridot

I would like to inform you that you are no longer safe. I told Lapis' father were she is and he wants her dead so he can have the money. And I'm going to take you back once she's gone.

Best wishes Jasper. "

I started crying when she finished reading the note with my head in my hands I soon felt two arms rap around me for comfort I knew it was Peri.
"I came here so that asshole murder wouldn't find me and now he's going to blow my brains out if I don't leave now. " I said I a shaky voice. Peri unraped herself from me and said "no Lapis I'm not letting you get hurt and I'm not letting you leave everyone here will help to stand against your father and we can call the cops as soon as he's hear okay. " I nodded my head and tryed to stay calm. "Okay Peri I trust you. Agh I wish she never gave me the money she should have just signed it over to my father that way I wouldn't be here screwing up everyone else's lives. " I slapped myself in the head continuously until Peri grabbed my hands and stopped me. She didn't say anything she just held me and cried with me. "I don't want to see you cry Peri. " I said in a small voice she cried out saying "then don't blame yourself its not your fault Lapis! " we were crying into eachother arms for while just whispering to eachother about hating seeing the other cry or hating being in this situation. "I wish I did kill myself when I overdosed the night my mother died. " I said as I held Peridot with everything I had in my body. "Don't say that Lapis I needed and still need you and if you died then I would have died the night you starting working for me. " I realized today that everyone has had thoughts of suicide even people who aren't depressed. The rest of the day Peri and I cuddled up together on the sofa watching comedic films and shows until the sunset. She had already fall asleep so I carried her into her room and lead her down on the bed. I got in with her and cuddled up with her until I felt her arms rap around me in her sleep I kissed her on the head and fell asleep.

Shit this made me cry its currently 12:45 am right now the night before good Friday and 2 nights away from my 15th birthday. I hope you enjoyed. I am going to sleep now night children.

-Brandie