I couldn't help thinking about that momment with Luke. I know it was wrong but I just couldn't stop thinking about it. Then I started thinking about what Calum will say. He was so protective of me and he was like my brother. I know he would be so upest and annoyed about this. I needed to talk to him and quick.
It was quite late after Calum and Donna had walked in on me and Luke so we all ended up staying the night at Luke and Calum's house. I sat up to find myself in Calums room. So where did the others sleep? I sat up and I couldn't see any of them in the room with me. I jumped out of bed and walked out of the bedroom hoping to find Calum by himself so we could talk. When I enetered the front room I was shocked to see all the boys and Donna sat on the sofas. They all stared at me as I walked over to them. Shit did Ashton know already? And that was my chance of talking to Calum gone! I stood there and stared at Luke he looked so miserable and I bet I looked the same. I looked at Ashton and he just looked guilty? Wait maybe he didn't know about me and Luke?
"Billie can we talk please?" Ashton asked standing up and walking over to me. I know I did something bad but I was still a litte bit pissed off with him from the night before.
"Whatever." I mumbled. Ashton placed his hand out but I ignored them. I quickly looked at luke and he laughed abit when Micheal suddenly elbowed him in the chest. I walked back into Calum's room and Ashton followed. We both sat down on the bed and Ashton began to speak.
"So umm yeah I am so sorry about last night I know you don't like it when I'm drunk I don't know what I was doing." he said reaching out and grabbing my hands. I pulled away. I loved Ashton but it just wasn't the same anymore.Tears began to fall from my eyes. Ashton noticed and hugged me. I pulled away again. I couldn't look him in the eye.
"What's wrong?" he said placing his hands on my checks and making me look at him. He wiped my tears away. I pulled away from him stood up on walked towards the bedroom door. I turned to face him and just looked at him.
"Should I just give up on us?" I said then left the bedrrom. "NO! BILLIE WAIT!" I heard him shout. I walked into the front room grabbed my bag and ran out of the door. On the walk back to my house I thought about everything then I realised... Did me and Ashton actually just break up?
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I prefer the singer...
FanfictionA 5sos fanfic about a girl who is in the perfect relationship with the famous drummer Ashton Irwin but when perfect turns to broken she gets asked a big question.... does she prefer the singer ?
