Holding on (Andy Biersack)

Running away from the pain

(Jade's P.O.V)

After talking to Andy and Botdf I went back to the bus to freshen up a bit. I went to the bathroom and let hot water run over my body since I needed something relaxing.I saw the ugly scar I had gotten on that day Dean had died , the guys who had found me walking along the alley had run a knife along my hips.And don't ask me why I don't know the reason myself but now I had a thin almost fully faded line that was like 4 or 5 centimeters long.I still remembered every bit of it.

Flashback

I was walking along an Alley when it started snowing and it looked so beautiful with the sun setting at the same time.This day seriously couldn't be more perfect I was so happy after a long time.I was so concentrated in daydreaming that at first I didn't notice this guy with dirty long brown hair approach me.When he got nearer to me I could already smell the alcohol in his heavy breathing , just when I was about to rush past him when someone tapped my shoulder. My head automatically snapped back so I was facing an about thirty year old man with two young boys standing in the background. By now the longhaired creep had joined them ,too.

The elder man spat on the snow next to me and spoke up.