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(Annie p.o.v)
I sighed as i flopped down on my bed letting my anxiety consume me.It was 2.00 am And was friday,Me and my boyfriend always made friday our movie night;but we usually end up having sex and today i was in the mood for an intercourse,But for some reason my boyfriend haven't showed up and it have been 4 freaking hours since he said "i'll be over in 10 mins babe" over the phone call.My anxiety was killing me and telling me what if he is cheating on me? But he wouldn't do that! Well then why didn't he showed up? Why did he left you alone at "your"guys day?
Or maybe he doesn't care about you anymore. Suddenly my heart beat became faster,cold chills ran all over my body,begin to sweat,feet and hands went numb,taste of metal in my mouth and ringing ears.It felt like i'm going to die,But i've been through this,i got out of it alright,i can also get out of this alright right now..just take deep breathes.i started taking deep breathes and search for my headphones on my bed with my Right hand,eyes closed.When i finally found it I put it on my ears and listened to some cheering up music.(it's a fact that music can help you to get out of a panic attack)after some minuites i got alright i took off my headphones and layed on my bed.I was so tired that i instantly  slept.beep..beep..beep.Me:UGH! i pulled down the covers from my face.Then i pulled out my hand and pressed it on the switch(on/off)at the back of the alarm clock that was still ringing.i let out a loud sigh of relief when the alarm stopped.I then took my phone that was placed on the nightstand,And walked down the hallway of my giant house i went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee,god i love coffee without it i would probably sleep whole day,Coffee makes me cheerful.(facts)
You know,i live on my own because i turned 18 last year,And no i'm not attending colledge cuz my family never really cared about me so they thought that education isn't important.But i never believed them,So i did my studies by my own money that i got from YouTube,you might be thinking that I'm a YouTuber but no,my mom uploaded a video of  me  (9 y/o)singing which got over 8 million views,well my mom was nice back then but i don't know what had gotten into her that she's now a devil.I didn't talked to my mom much,so i decided to keep the YouTube money thingy a secret because firstly i wanted to continue my studies with that money;secondly she would come crawling to me and take the money away from me.So,i continued my studies while telling her and dad that i'm going to a club because thats the only thing i know which will make them happy but i didn't did it to make them happy,i just wanted to find an excuse.So i use to go to liblarys and stuff and use to study one of my friend really helped me throughout it and made me a better person. Not only in studies but also in social life.Now you might be thinking I'm a nerd well i'm not,i'm far from that.Then when i turned 18 i finally stopped my studies and then i moved out from my money;my parents were really happy but i didn't except them to not ask about how i got the money,they didn't even said a goodbye to me.But my brother (by blood) came up to me and hugged me tightly and kissed my forhead and whispered in my ear "i know where the money came from" He winked at me and left.My brother would always stare at me or smirk at me but i didn't thought about it that much cuz he's my brother he wouldn't mean that in a dirty way.I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when i realized my coffee has finished so i kept it on the counter and slipped my converse on and went for a walk.
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