To my dearest Paul (one shot)

A/N: Hello! :) First story ko po ito. Kaya SHORT. Hahaha. :p Di naman po kasi ako marunong magsulat ng story eh. Wala lang kasi akong magawa nung mga oras na 'to kaya ayan. Sorry kung sabaw yung story, pero sana po magustuhan niyo. :) please vote/comment kung sakaling nagustuhan niyo XD Salamat po sa mga mapapadpad dito! :)))

I'm Avril.

I am a party girl, a whore, a bitch, a slut, a hoe. I am a girl you'd never want to mess with. I am an a-hole who never takes relationships seriously. One second I'm here kissing a random guy, and next thing you know, I'm kissing another one. I am all that, because he came into my life. HE MADE ME.

You wouldn't believe it if I say I fell in love with a guy who flirts with every bitch in every club. Yes, a casanova got me head over heels for him. Oo, nainlove ako sa isang gago. Akala ko magw-work out, akala ko gusto niya rin ako, akala ko mababago ko siya, akala ko matututunan rin niya akong mahalin. Nakalimutan ko, puro AKALA ko nga lang pala lahat ng yun. PINAASA NIYA KASI AKO EH, AKO NAMAN 'TONG TANGA, UMASA RIN. AT HANGGANG NGAYON NAGPAPAKATANGA PA RIN AKO. MAHAL KO PA RIN SIYA.

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"Uy Paul, tigilan mo nga kakayakap mo! Ang higpit masyado! You're hurting me na."

"Eh bakit ba baby? Na-miss kita eh. Sobraaa."

"Na-miss agad? Eh parang kaninang umaga lang hinatid mo ko sa school, tapos you didn't want to leave until I get to my classroom, tapos inabangan mo ko lumabas ng room nung break time, tapos sabay tayo nag-lunch, tapos hinatid mo nanaman ako sa room, tapos hinintay mo matapos yung last class ko para maihatid ako pauwi, we were in your car a couple of minutes ago, ngayon nasa tapat na tayo ng gate ng bahay namin tapos sasabihin mong---"

I blushed. I turned all red. Bakit? He shut my mouth up with a kiss. He smiled and chuckled.

"Haha. Ang dami mo namang sinasabi. Eh ganun kasi kita kamahal, kahit buong araw na kitang kasama, nami-miss pa rin kita eh."

Hindi ko na napigilan sarili ko. I hugged him really tight. He smiled and hugged me back. I wanted that moment to last forever.

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*kriiiiing*

Shit. I cried myself to sleep pala. Nakatulog na pala ako habang umiiyak kagabi. Ang panget naman ng panaginip ko. Asa naman kasi akong totoo na yun eh. Every morning it's like this. I wake up with tears on my face, do my same old routine and cry myself to sleep. I always dream of us two being happy together, but then I see myself waking up, and my world goes back to hell again.

You never leave my mind. You’ll always have my heart. I know you’re happy without me. I’m honestly so broken and I don’t know what to do anymore. GAGO KA, PAUL. BAKIT KAHIT GINANITO MO AKO, MAHAL PA RIN KITA? BAKIT HINDI KO MAPIGILAN 'TONG NARARAMDAMAN KO KAHIT ALAM KONG SINASAKTAN KO LANG ANG SARILI KO? GAGO KA, PAUL. GAGO KA. PERO KAHIT GAANO KA PA KA-GAGO, MAHAL NA MAHAL PA RIN KITA.

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