Dedicated to Jay.
I look into his eyes and can't help but blush at the sight of the one I had fallen for,
Yes I have fallen, fallen into the depths of love and despair,
I find myself in the same situation I had vowed to stay away from in these past few years
The lust and lies and had gotten the best of me and what we had is so far gone
Who was I to think I was a queen? When I was only just a pawn
As the tears fall, I wish more and more that the last breath comes near
I was never really worth it
So why am I still here?
I've fallen, fallen for someone who was never even mine
Just someone who made me feel special from time to time
My heart aches, as the knife of regret penetrates my soul
Wondering if it were true or if there were more lies told
And I was just too blind to see that he never really wanted ME
Never really needed ME
Well sure he says he never meant to hurt ME but here I am with a broken heart and puffy red eyes
Yes I've realized I have fallen and what falls eventually gets broken
He still makes me feel weak,
I guess you could say I still love him,
I wonder if he'll ever think about me or check up on me later in life
I guess I'll just be a friend instead of a wife, And as the tears fall as I type every word,
My heart doesn't feel better, it only gets worse.
I've Fallen...
