Flashbacks (Sequel to From A broken home )

Our Abilities

Y/n POV

"I just want you to.. to be mine again." The words were still running through my head hours later as Adam is taking me home from  the doctors office. Good news is I'm as healthy as can be.

"You okay?" Adam asked after glancing over at me.

"I just have a lot on my mind." I answered not taking my gaze away from outside the window.

"Was it the certain purple dinosaur you had to speak with?"

I smiled, at least he cares "Yeah, I told him I wanted to take it slow. Become friends again before anything else, but that's not what he wants. And the person inside of me is screaming at me to just go along with it, but I know that's not right."

"Why isn't it right?"

"Because I don't remember him. I remember who I want him to be, but not who he is. And he remembers who he wants me to be, not who I am. You can't deny that I've changed Adam, I'm different and I know that" I paused, there was so much that I had been thinking about lately. With my magic coming back I had so much on my mind, and it was slowly eating away at me.

"Adam, I want to do a 180 here" I took a deep breath "I don't remember you."

I heard him take a sharp breath in, but I needed to continue.

"And I know that we've semi talked about this already, but I don't know you. And I think what kills me the most is that I don't know what to do. I can't help but feel guilty that when I think brother, my brother, I think Max. That I have to tell myself "Stupid stupid girl, everything you know is a lie. You don't have a sister, your brother isn't Max, and you have a good family"

"I have to tell myself that my real parents aren't dead, that the only history of abuse that I have is with some crap ex boyfriend, and every morning I get this slight sense of happiness. I think that I'm back there, back there in my dream world. And then I really look around and realize that I'm back in your house, not Mac's. I mean Max, Max"

"Are you saying you hate it here?" Adam asked after a moment of silence.

I laughed "My god Adam is that all you took away from that? To answer your question, no I don't hate it here. But it doesn't feel like home to me, it feels like I'm in a foreign country."

"But you're not, you're home-"

"Do you think I don't know that! I'm not stupid, I'm really not. I just can't help but think I need to go somewhere that feels more like home. That makes me feel like me." I sighed, I feel bad for going off on him but he can't talk like this is easy.

It was silent for a few minutes "Y/n I think you should know that no matter what you have a home here. And Max feels the same way about you as I do, so it's whatever and whoever you feel more comfortable coming to with your problems. We'll listen to matter what."

I nodded my head "Can you drop me off at home? I need to ask Alesa something."

"Of course, but I have to finish something at the office. Is that okay."

"That's perfectly fine."

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