Dear Nan and Grandad. Chapter 8:

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Dear Nan and Grandad,

I have no tears anymore. They're all gone. I've cried about your passing for so long, they've just run out. No matter how bad I'm feeling or no matter how much I think about the amazing times we shared, I just can't cry about it anymore. I don't have the energy, I don't have the strength and overall, I just don't want to be upset anymore. I've decided that I want to be happier. I want to stop feeling so down all the time and have fun with my friends. God, I miss you so much though. I'm not moving on, but I'm not going to get caught up in the past anymore.
Look at that, I'm crying again. Just as I thought I would stop, it comes back. It's like I don't know what to do. I don't want to cry, but I do. I want to be completely happy, but I'm not. I'm almost there, but not quite.
Anyway, I carried on writing this a few days later, and look at that. I'm gonna have a sleep over with my best friend (let's call her C) C. C is the best. And her birthday is in just over a week so I'm looking forward to that. Hope your life is ok.
Goodnight Nan. Goodnight Grandad. Sleep well, sweet dreams.
Love
Lorna x

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