Chapter XI

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I was sad, because I knew that what I just did was a huge mistake, and everthing will be even more complicated than it was before.

I couldn't sleep at all, I kept thinking about what I just did.

Miss Williams, more like Emily now, was driving me crazy, but the fact that she wasn't really seeing me the way I saw her, it just broke my heart.

I had to stop it once for all. I didn't even know why I had these feelings for her, if she kept ignoring me.

I was just imaging things, things that unfortunately weren't there, or just simply couldn't happen.

It was half past six, and I wasn't able to go to sleep, so I decided to take a quick shower and then go out and eat something in town.

After my shower, I put on some " nice " clothes, if you could call it like that, and went outsite, making sure I closed the door behind me.

I decided to go to the cafeteria that was not far away from my house, which had delightful food, and delicious coffee.

After I finally made my order, I chose a place to seat. I always took the place next to the window, because I loved having a view on the street, and on the morning sunset.

I was savoring my coffee while waiting for the perfect time for the sun to rise.

Just seeing something like that in the morning could make my whole day a lot better.

Once I finished my coffee, I took my bag and decided to go for a walk.

I was walking, while listening to the sound of cars passing by and the sound of those stupid pigeons, envading the whole city.

It was 7:40, so I began going to school, because my class was starting at 8am, and guess which class was it? Of couuurse, it was my English class, with the one and only Miss Williams, who just rejected me yesterday.

I love my life.

At least now I know it's over, and that these feelings had to stop because Emily wasn't really understanding them, so yeah.

I was now once again in front of my locker, when Kailey saw me and came to say hi.

" Hi Jess, I just wanted to thank you so much, you just saved my ass the other day " she said, releasing a laugh.

" Don't worry, I'm used to it " I said, teasing her little bit.

" What do mean?? Stop it, I'm not always getting myself in trouble you know "

" Of course Kailey, you're right. You want me to remind you the day at that party? "

" Okay okay, you're right. I may have got myself in some troubles, but that wasn't always my fault "

" Mmmmh, right yeah. " I said laughing.

" Come one Jess, you're such an asshole sometimes "

" I know " I said smiling at her.

" Okay I have to go now, see you later okay? " she said starting to walk off while waving me Goodbye.

" Yeah see you later " I said waving back.

I was now going to class, more specificaly, my English class

I entered the room, not even trying to look at Miss Williams, because I knew she wouldn't even care about me walking in her class.

But when I sat, I felt her eyes staring at me like never before, like she was mad but at the same time she was trying to understand me.

I wasn't looking back at her, because I knew it would just make things worse.

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