On the month of May 24, 2018, the month that I am waiting for the first time that I will be traveling alone without my parents or relatives just me and other LPU Students.
I am standing here in front of a luxurious cruise ship "SuperStar Virgo" feeling excited and nervous. I'm wearing my comfy clothes white oversized shirt and pants, at my side my pink luggage, my hand holding the passport and ticket for my break in a luxurious cruise ship SuperStar Virgo.
The ship is big and long. A different group of people and nationality are with us taking the cruise. As I reach our cabin my roommate and I stay a little time to arrange our things, the four sides of the cabin where I'm going to rest for 6 days and 5 nights have a cold and spacious space enough to calm my thoughts. So many amenities and activities are offered during our trip.
I hope it will be an amazing vacation for me to unwind and take a break from all the things I left. Waking up every day without thinking about my thoughts in life and problem just having a good day starts when going to the buffet to have a breakfast seated at the ocean view table outside the restaurant that I could feel the cold breeze touches my skin and the smell of the sea that escapes me to the reality of life.
The sound of the sea calms my soul and keep me feel safe from the chaos of life. Watching from afar the land where the reality takes place.
For the meantime, I could smile, relax, and be free from all hesitation, responsibility, problem and many more. Looking forward to the two countries that we're going to dock and experience their culture for a limited time only.
During my cruise experience so many thoughts coming to my mind. I always say to myself that
"It is okay for me not to be fine"
"It is okay to be scared"
but despite all my positive thoughts there's always a hesitation to all the things that I will do and question in my mind
"Did I do my best?"
My trusted friend and big brother told me
"free all your worries in life, you need to take a break and rest for a while never let other people define who you are"
This break helps me to realize that as long as there's someone trust me and my abilities I will not give up.
Enjoy everything I do and learn to trust myself.
