You look at me and judge.
Why do you judge me?
Could it be my height….no, that's not it
Could it be my weight?...no i don't think so
Could it be the way i dress...i doubt it
Or could it be i'm holding a woman’s hand as i walk down the street.
When our fingers lock, does it make you feel uncomfortable.
Why do you have to be uncomfortable?
Now we’re both uncomfortable.
We’re just in a room full of uneasy feelings.
A room that you can't handle, so what do you do
You throw me into a closet.
I don't mind closet anymore
I thought closets were places where scary monsters hide
It turns out i use the closet to hide from the scary monster
I now lock the closet door… because i'm scared for my life
I scared that if i say one thing to my parents...my life will be over…
That the love i truly feel for this woman will ripped from me
That the connection i built will be knocked down
That my light will be surrounded by darkness.
You tell me that my love isn't true
That the feelings i feel for her is not right
That when i hold her hand, it is bad
That when i kiss her...it's a sin
Now i don't mean to bring religion into this
But doesn't God say “love your neighbor as yourself”
So how would you like it if i suppressed your sexuality...who you are...who you like...
Because it goes against what i believe.
Because you as a person...goes against me…
Just by you breathing...you are tainting this world
So because you're straight...I should make you feel like shit
Because you're straight...i should kill you for not abiding by my rules.
Because of course… I own the world..i own your life.
Cuz my sexuality is the “superior” one
…..bull shit...absolute bull shit
Because of my sexuality i am suppressed….by my church
Sometimes friends and even my own family
I am “A disgrace to the family”...a “mistake”
I thought you were christian mom…
I thought you were suppose to love people..even “Sinners”
Hehe….some christian you are...some person you are
To not accepted your own daughter
You say i am wrong for not changing with the world
But mom...you are the one who's not changing
You are the one that's staying closed minded
You are the one that’s not accepting me for me
So thanks to the ones who love me and who accepted me...for me and what i like
