love becomes a journey

day one of my life 1

Hi my name's hakan and I'm telling my story bout my journey i take to love.see it all starts last year where my life took a turn in school. I repeated due to miss behaviour in school. My life wasn't the best during the time I wondered what my life is going to be like now. I struggled things weren't easy at home neither with my dad struggling as a single parent but my grandma helped us out a lot. Made my life bit easier. Now me being in school I wanted to be a better person. So I changed as a person. I showed my respect to all the teachers. was in full school uniform on time and more

Now my first day back a school was a little different new people new class. Now that I had to redo my subjects all over again. i said it will be easier this time.my first test came up I past with flying colours. I was doing well my life was getting better. While being in school I met this girl who may I say was very beautiful. I became close friends with her. Things were going great when I met her. We became close friends in class we hung out every recess and lunch talking

Now this part of my story things hit a big down hill for me see I was called up to the principles office one month before my birthday. I rocked up at the principles office wondering why the deputys principles are there to. They told me to sit down with very bad news saying I'm almost 17 and that they don't need me to stay at school anymore and I'll be signing out on my birthday. This hit me hard I was so lost and was scared at the time.I wondered what will my life be like now I won't see my new friend I won't see what my future is like. After that day I was drained from everything i didn't want to talk or do anything I ignored my friends and family in the process. But one day I decided to do something I wanted to show the world I could do somthing now rn I'm only 18 still chasing my dreams to prove the world wrong. Now my first step was to talk to someone. I spoke to the girl I became friends with in school we became closer friends real quickly next thing I knew she was my girlfriend. Now I got bit lazy after I met her I didn't care bout anything I was letting my dreams slip away. Only thing i had done was nothing

Month later I met her family who were wonderful people her father help me get a job but I screwed up now months passed and we hit a problem. She was feeling weird about me and was confused how she felt. two weeks went by and we sorted it out we continued our relationship but the only thing I had done was my white card now she thought I didn't love her so I went on a journey to prove her wrong with motivation from her I studdied for my learners and I pasted with her help. Now I have two things ticked off my list. last was a job which only took two weeks to get. Now I had all my boxes ticked I had my learners,white card and a job but right now I'm not feeling my best feeling confused now I'm writeing this story to find myself to not be confused and sort my life out

In this journey I had taken many months and time but when it comes to love u can never give up. my dad never gave up to work to put food on my table. I never let go of my girlfriend to show my love. Small things like saying sorry will mean the world to someone it will Mean more then an I love u. my journey was shown through hard work n a big journey now im still chasing my dreams to prove the world wrong. Now as I finish my story I hope u will never give up on the ones u love cause love is show by what u do not what u say thank u for reading my story