"I' am suffering from depression", No one listen, No one believes, No one cares, My family ignores me, My friends leave me, A blood on my wrist, A knife on my heart, A gunshot on my back, A tears on my eyes, people around just gossip without knowing the truth, people are judgmental to think of those things that I would never do. My life is a worthless leaving, I don't understand the world, I even don't know what to do, I don't even know myself and just pretending behind a smile. I feel like I've done something wrong in this world, Nobody favours me, Nobody loves me, thinking that I'm not important person, Nobody knows me. It's difficult to adjust everything and every day I live my life with too much pain...I keep everything by myself pretending to be someone else. I have thought so many times about harming myself to death. Everyone that comes into my life was thinking I'm a dumb stupid girl. Whenever I felt so down to myself, "I like to be alone by myself". I was leaving in a dark with too much pain; my shadow and I are the only one in my room. No friends, No family with me and no special someone are with me. I was whispering in my mind thinking that "You have to end up your life so No more pain, No more tears and I'll never suffer". Quietly trying to commit suicide. I don't have hope, I don't have faith, I don't understand myself, I'm being chased by the nightmares screaming with no voice at night, Seeing scary things, having thousands of negative thoughts in my mind, Nobody cares how I feel.
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My Worst Life
Non-Fiction"Little did you know, that when your best friend tells you they're fine, they're sitting on their own, rocking back and forth, with suicide on their mind, tears streaming down their face, the only thing they keep them here, is YOU".
