COMMITMENT, TRUST, LIES, and HORRORS

Chapter Nine

Over the last few days I've been thinking about what Ashley said, and I came to a conclusion I will talk to her but only so that she will understand my point of view.

Sitting on my bed I called her and sadly she answered, " Hello " she said " hi auntie how are you ? " I said a sarcastic tone. " omg it's my baby " she said trying to sound all mother like. Hearing the echo I realized she had put me on speaker which meant that uncle was in the room. Most likely just being nosy.

Getting straight to the point I say " listen auntie I understand you want me to move back in but I'm tired of being abused. I'm tired of you trying to embarrass me in front all of my friends, auntie I love you and always will but I can't live there anymore ". Almost saddened by what I just said she says " baby I'm sorry I - " " I'm sorry, but I don't want your apology " I said interrupting her, and then I hung up. Getting up out of my warm comfortable bed I put on my uniform to go to  work, I had been working their for about two weeks now, and everything seems to be going fire except for with a few of my co workers. For some childish reason they didn't like me and though that I should care. But sadly I don't, I don't give a flying fart about them or there issues. I may not be the best friend or the caring loving gentle person but I am mature, and because I am, I know I need to focus on paying my rent, light bill, and getting a scholarship so that I can go to law school. I don't have the time nor patients to deal with them or there s***** problems.

Before grabbing the door to go into the main floor I immediately began shivering. I want to know why in the h*** do they have to keep this a.c. on so cold, are they trying to put us in Antarctica ?

Clocking in I walk pass the very same people who don't like me. And in fact one of those people is my boss. So you already know I have a crappie time at work.

" Ethan I need you to clean the bathroom today " my manager said trying to make the whole world hear. " we'll why can't jamie or somebody do it " ( another one the doesn't like me )

" Because I asked you to do it and I'm not gonna ask you no more " she said and stormed off.

As I slowly walked over to the bathroom I noticed all of the worker's were standing in a corner watching my every move. The closer I got to the bathroom, the more that foul smell became clear to me. As I stood looking at the bathroom I noticed a bunch of rags and towels tissues holding water back. Preparing myself for what I was about to view I hesitantly put my hand on the door knob I quickly snatched the door open. ( the worst decision of my life ) Waist high poop water came wasting all over my head my shirt my pants and shoes, so basically I was drenched in s***.

" You M*****F****** A****** you set me the f*** up I should whoop all yall a** ! " After that I cursed a little more and a little more, while they stood over there and almost died laughing. I couldn't even describe to you how mad I am right now, and the worst feeling of it all is the water and stuff got into my pants. Like how the f*** did it get way down there.

Walking across the street to a little boutique I purchased a jacket because that's the only thing I could afford at the moment and discarded my shirt pants and even my underwear. So basically I had on nothing but a jacket tied around my waist. Calling Ashley she raced straight over just for poor old me.

Once she arrived I quickly and happily hopped into her car. " Dude " she said in almost pure disgust, that's where I realized the sun was shining where it had never shined before. Quickly covering up she gave me a napkin " you got a little something on your chin ". In pure embarrassment I wiped it up and began telling my story about what happened. And Ashley agreed with me, that was rude and disrespectful.

Once at my house instead of dropping me off she came inside with me. Without stopping or talking I grabbed my towel and headed straight for the shower.

After almost scalding my skin I came out of the bathroom with water dripping off of me and a towel wrapped around my waist. Staring at me with me with her lustful eyes her jaw nearly fell off, and then quickly snatching her attention back she focused on the t.v. like nothing happened " What, you like what you see ? " I asked. " Boy you are hilarious, do I like what I see, you are so funny " I could immediately tell by how she kept repeating herself that she was blushing, so that was a yes she liked what she saw.

" Dude what are you doing ! " she yelled, looking at her almost confused I say " putting on clothes ".

" Yeah I know that but, while in the room while I'm here go into the bathroom ". " I dont want to go into the bathroom, it's to steamy, just get over it " I said trying to defend my case.

After changing clothes I went and laid down on the bed next to her " so ashley how is your dad ? " I asked trying to start conversation. " Oh he's fine he's actually dating this lady named Emily " " Oh looka there he's moving along pretty quick, must be a baller ".  Smirking she says " No nothing like that, he just understands that there is a point in your life where you just have to move on ".  Once we had finished talking, we realized that it was way to late for her to be driving home by herself, so she called her dad to let him know that she's staying over to a friend's house. Going into the bathroom she changed into these sexy shorts that stopped right up under her butt and a crop top. In my opinion right now she looks drop dead gorgeous.

Getting back into the bed she took some pillows and nade a boundary straight down the middle of the bed which I didn't like at all. Switching off the light we peacefully went to sleep.

Waking up in the middle of the night I was mad hungry, carefully rolling out of the bed trying not to wake Ashley I went into the small all white kitchen, and got me a pop tart becuse frankly that was about the only interesting thing in their.

Walking out on my balcony I just stood there and watched the cars pass by as I think about my life when my parents were still around. That was back when I actually had a life that evolved around something other than pent up anger and regret. It's every so often I just reflect on the happy and bad times, truthfully if I could just see them one last time I think that would just satisfy me for the rest of my life. But sadly their gone and I will never be able to see them again, and thats the part that breaks my heart.

Now becoming a little to emotional I threw the pop tart wrapper away and went back to sleep next to Ashley. I understand there is nothing wrong with being in touch with your emotions but I don't like it cuz it make me look like a b****.

Waking up I felt real good about myself. Number one me and Ashley were tightly cuddling, Number two her sweet breathe was blowing right on to my warm chest making my nerves tremble, and Number three my right muscular hand was in the same place it was the first time we had our first intense hug and boy did it feel good. That was just until she woke up fighting and screaming, I guess because she was in a place her brain didn't recognize, or it could have even been my hand but who knows ?

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It just keeps getting better from hear, don't worry we have alot more to go.

until next time