I open my eyes and instantly my heart breaks. I’m a terrible person. I’ve lost everything I ever loved and it’s all my fault. She’s gone and I’m the only one to blame. I’ll never forgive myself for this. I’ll never forget how I pushed her away.
“I have to talk to her.” I whisper to myself.
I stand up and pull on a black suit. I walk into the restroom and finish getting ready. As I look into the mirror one last time, I realize that I look broken. My face reveals the pain I’m in. Sighing I walk away from the mirror and out of the bathroom. For a moment I stand in the middle of my bedroom. Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes and apparate.
I pop into an alley. Slowly I walk to her apartment. A short time ago, I would have just walked in. Now I knock carefully. My heart breaks as she open the door and immediately glares at me. She glares at me a little longer before sighing.
“What do you want?” Hermione snaps.
“We need to talk.” I whisper.
“What is there to talk about?”
“Everything. Hermione I never meant to…”
“Meant to what? Be a Death Eater? Side with Voldemort? What is it this time?”
“I never meant to do any of that but…”
“But what?”
“But most of all I never meant to hurt you.”
Hermione looks away from me. I don’t stop staring at her. She’s the only girl that I’ve ever truly loved. To be quite honest I don’t think I can live without her. I’ve already told my family that I’m madly in love with her. Of course they threw me out of the house and disowned me, but that’s beside the point.
“Hermione… I love you. More than anything else in the world. I never meant to hurt you. I know I’ve made bad decisions in the past, but I never ever meant to hurt you. I promise that if you give me one more chance I will never, never ever hurt you again. I’ve changed Hermione. Please. Just one more chance.” I plead while getting on my knees.
“I don’t know if I can.” Hermione breathes.
I clutch my chest and look down. It feels like I’ve been punched in the chest. I can’t breathe and my chest aches. The pain is spreading throughout my whole body. Everything hurts and I don’t think it’ll ever stop aching. I’ll be a truly broken man if I can’t get her back.
“Please. I love you. I can’t live without you. Please Hermione. Just one more chance.” I whisper, tears starting to fall down my cheeks as I look up at her.
“I’m sorry, but I can never forgive you. Goodbye Draco.” Hermione says.
She closes the door. I fall forwards on my hands and knees. My chest hurts worse than ever. Breathing is completely out of the question. Hermione can never forgive me. She’ll never take me back. My mistakes have ruined everything. I’m the only one to blame for this heartache. As the tears start to fall down my face, I apparate back to my own apartment. When my feet hit the floor, I start sobbing uncontrollably. I end up crying myself to sleep for the fifth night in a row.
