Cindy's diary entry

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Dear diary,

    Why do people act like I'm some rude person all the time?  Yes I complain when I need to work with other people but that's different. It's different because they don't want to work with me first. No one would work with me if it wasn't assigned. They all hate me anyway so why pretend to be nice and friendly.  If you hate me that's cool because then I hate you too there's no hard feelings; I honestly don't care. At the end it wouldn't matter anyway. In the big scheme of things high school is just one small stepping stone to your future where I probably will never have to see these people again. Except high school reunions of course but those are optional. Some think I'm depressed or lazy or lonely or just plain sad but in reality I'm fine. If I wanted to talk or hang out with them I would try but I don't because I just don't care enough to. I don't need to socialize all I need to do I make my way through high school without any problems. So in conclusion I guess I'm a loaner but by choice. I do have a few people I talk to who I guess you could consider my friends. Back in middle school I had a lot of friends even a boyfriend but then I realized that doesn't matter when you get older. I'll meet knee people as I get older. People usually stay friends with the collage friends anyway.
Peace ✌️,
Cindy

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