To someone that cared................

Part 1

Thanks for really caring about me and everything, and thanks for helping me up when I was down...but most of all thank you for leaving me. I don't think you could had done a better job than that. And let's be honest here, there are still times I think you never even did care about me. But what's done is done. There's no going back from it right? Of course I mean you could but you wouldn't want to. Besides you've moved on and I'm just sinking in an ocean full of sharks, just waiting for one to bite my leg off and send me to my death a lot quicker. But none of them bite me and just let me keep sinking. But why? Why would sharks want to keep me alive? This is just what happens when you leave someone who is VERY OCD about you! But where you live you are loved and worshiped by many and you forget about the person you left behind for the sharks. You feel no shame and no guilt, you fell nothing but made up happiness. 

As you may see in this case I didn't name any names due to the fact I can't. Back in March I lost someone who I really cared about, and then I contact that person and they blow me off like it's nothing. And to be honest I hope you never read this. Cause then and only then would you really know how I feel....

I'm so sorry :( :(

Please forgive me for being the way I was when I knew you for who I thought you were......