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i was walking down the abandoned streets wondering why I'm feeling like this; like crap. my names Derek Jones I'm in this band called falling in reverse, yeah were pretty awesome. but i started to think something weird lately. whenever i was with my band mate, Ryan i started blushing like mad especially if he touched me, like the other day i walked past him and he gave me a high five he probably thought nothing of it. i did though, i got nervous and excited all at the same time and i acted like a person in lov- wait, no i cant be. i cant be in love with him i mean I'm a guy and so is he and he definitely isn't batting for the other team.

Now I'm thinking i am, that's the only real way to explain this but its probably only a phase . I'll get over it. Satisfied with that answer i start walking to the bus again since we're on tour. i walk in to find nobody in the bus so i continue down the bus into the curtained off area that we have our bunks in and immediatly crash into somebody.we both fall to the floor and before i have chance to say anything, they start to apologize.

"oh god derek, sorry you okay man?" i hear ryan say as i looked into his eyes. They were full of concerned. Then i realized he was-well, shirtless.

"uh..yeah, sorry..." i say quickly, as he opens his mouth to respond, i run out of the room and then into Ronnie's giant room in the back of the bus and shut the door, quickly sighing in relief that i got away from him.

"Derek? i have one question, why are you in my room?" i hear Ronnie ask from behind me. i turn around and see Ronnie sitting on the bed in the room playing on his laptop, shirtless.

" I have one question for you, why is everybody shirtless on this bus!?"

he points a finger at me and smiles. " Well you're not shirtless, Ron isn't even on the bus, and Jacky's asleep and last time i checked he has a shirt on, and Ryan's doing something probably with a shirt on so there's just me. I have to ask again, why are you in my room?" At that moment I heard some foot steps and dove under Ronnie's bed like a ninja.

i heard the door open and i saw a pair of feet walk in. "Ronnie have you seen Derek he's acting really weird?" i almost sighed in relief, glad that i dove under the bed before Ryan walked in. I prayed to god that Ronnie wouldn't be an ass and say 'Oh he is crazy hes hiding under my bed.'

"He is acting a little weird, he left through the back exit a minute ago. If you want to know where he went, go find him." Ryan then walked out of the bus presumedly to find me.

" He's gone you know." Ronnie said to me. So then i climbed out from underneath the bed. I sat on his bed and looked at him confused.

"Why did you help me?" he simply smiled and looked like he was debating something. Then he leaned forward and kissed me. 

I was really confused but then, I started to kiss him back. he was a really good kisser but we broke apart when we heared the backdoor open and see him come in....

- well now that I can update on my phone ill probably update more. so look for more updates and I'm gonna post my frerard soon I'm writing a all time low fic, a ashtian (ashley purdy x christian coma) love story and maybe a escape the fate falling in reverse fanfiction that is all 

- xXTragicMagicXx