right now i really want to just kill myself. i think of death so often that it seems like a normal thought now. just know, that if i joke about suicide or anything, i might not be joking. i honestly want to kill myself. you might be thinking that this is just because im a teen, bitch, fuck you. i'm 17. i have shit going on in my life. i am bisexual and i dont know what to do, because i will literally get beat, and disowned and kicked out because my dad is extremely homophobic. my mom cheated on him and left us and now he drinks everyday and beats me and i slash my wrists and thighs but he doesnt notice. i want to kill myself so bad. dont even try to tell everything will be okay cause i know it wont. so stfu.
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idrk lol
DiversosThis is because im depressed af. Sometimes I cant handle it, and sometimes it gets to be too much so yeah. this is how im gonna cope. have a problem? dont read it.
