Friday, January fourth, 4:06
I walk my daily commute, it was like clockwork now. I got up around nine, got dress, ate, and did my daily routine. I was so bored, I decide to, once again, treat myself. I looked around for a nice pub, if you could say any pub nice. I wave to people as they walk by, trying to smile, and looked at my watch, 4:06. Good, I still have an hour, and a half, before I have to go do my thing. I looked around, everything was the same. I've been into every one of these stores. Why couldn't something new be here. I sighed and walked down a road I've walk a hundred times, maybe more. Monday was hell, I got my friends, all pissed off at me. Later that day, one of them forgave me. I smiled, David was a good guy. Met him at school, and we've been friends since the eighth grade. The year after that, I met...a girl? I the frowed, trying to remember something else...Important. Everytime I get a look at her face, and them my head starts spinning. I feel happy, not alone, better than I ever felt. It seems, I've known her, since the tenth grade, and...I fell to my knees, my head was throbbing, I was in pain. To much pain, who was this girl? I know who she is, yet. I shook my head, if I tried remembering again, I'll just be in more pain with no results. I do remember one thing I promise her, that was, I will always come back to you. I will alway find you. But how could I do that when I can't even remember here face!! I took a deep breath in calming myself down. I'd find her, and I ask her everything. I the shook my head again. I was off track, I turned down a wrong road. "Great." I muttered to myself. I looked at my watch again, 4:16. Man, I was deep in thought. I need a drink, to forget about the rest of the week. I looked for a street sign and found were I was. 21, and third street. There should be a pub right down the road. I took a right and walked down the street. Tuesday was hell, not every before have I done this in my life. For the first time I dropped hot metal on my arm, while blacksmithing. I looked at my right hand. There was a scar, but it will go away. All my scares do, after today. I shook my head, and kept walking. Wednesday, A friend, she was like a sister, spread a rumor about me. I blink quickly to forget, I didn't want to start crying in public. I walked in to the public pub, and went up to the bar.
"Five shots, barkeep." I said putting money down in front of me.
"Wow now." He laughed. "I can't be selling those to.."
"If you say kids, I will hurt you." I muttered coldly, nothing made me more pissed off then when people called me kid. No one knows the hell I'm being put through each week. I pulled out my drivers license and gave it to him. "Im twenty one. Have been for the past year." I replied. The barmans eyes open wide.
"I'm sorry sir. What's your name?"
"Jason bleek, and don't sweat it, you're not the first to do this to me. It's been a long week." I sighed, putting my license away, and looking at my watch. 4:36, dang, time is going by to fast for me. I had only an hour, before I was...
"Here you are." A girl's voice said to me. "Drink up."
"Thanks..." I mutter.
"You look familiar, you come here often?" She said.
"No, and you don't remember me." I said into one of my drinks. As I put it down I looked at the girl. My eyes open a little...could it be? Please, oh let it be...I blinked, and she was gone, replaced by the barkeep. I shook my head. This isn't the first time this has happen. I just wish I knew where she was. I quickly drank my other drink and thank the man. I walked out to the sidewalk, and down to the park to get my view. I had forty minutes left, as I arrived. I shook my head, thursday...I've been hurting and breaking all this week, thursday though? That's the day, I never want to have. But I have it every Thursday. I walked to the edge of the park, on the outside of town. It was in a forest, peaceful and beautiful. I smile and sat, I felt a peace, coming with terms what was gonna happen. It always does...later my watch rang. 5:30, six minutes. I sighed, this time always come to soon. I got up and walked all the way to the road, stopped and looked at the time tock to 5:36. I looked up to see the car running right at me.
