I run away from life
Away from all the stress
Away from all the pain
Away from all the mess.
I run away from love
Hiding behind a wall
Hiding behind the past
Afraid that I will fall.
I run away from friends
I dissappear for days
I dissappear because
I don't know what to say
I run away from society
I cry alone at night.
Society has broken me
But not without a fight.
I run away from emotions
Though they say that they are pure
They complicate, rejuvenate
And only fail me more
I run away from joy
Because I know in fact
It will not stay, it will not last
Against me, odds are stacked
I run away from fear
Because I am afraid.
Because I had a debt to pay
A debt that has been paid.
I run away
Because I know
I cannot stay
When I feel so low.
