Disappointment and greed wash over my patheric soul like a foul liquid. Should I? No, that's selfish....then again, they didn't care about their selfish deeds. Only putting the spotlight on me to where I can't hide. That's humans for you. All human being will betray you. I don't understand why we are so filled with hatred...I tried so hard...I tried so hard no to be like that. Ha. Look at me. I'm just as selfish and greed filled as they are. But this time I am not afraid to let the beast out. To let her out. To hide away behind a wall of lies and deception and cover-ups because I am that desperate. That desperate to make everyone happy. And I know, I know exactly what my first lie will be. I'm okay :)
