The Best Of Binus (Mga Mapanakit At Mapang-akit Na Tula At Prosa)

How does it feels like?

How does it feels like?
To be the subject of other poetry
To be the center of attraction of other's work
To be the metaphor in someone's prose
To be the memories that keep haunting her day and night
To be the stars in the sky she keep on staring and wishing them to fall
To be the wonderful sunset she likes to witness everyday
To be the flowers that are blooming and fresh just like you in her mind
To be the magic that tricks her but she still enjoy it
To be the music on her playlist that can't be deleted
To be the book that she would continuously read at the end of the day
To be a funny joke that makes her happy
To be a sweet dream that she once wish to sleep forever.
Then , how do it feels like?
When the subject as you in her poetry continuously stab her heart
When the center of attraction of her work put her into tears
When she couldn't write metaphor in her prose anymore
When the memories that keep on haunting her, now slowly killing her
When the stars she keeps on wishing fade and explode
When the sunset she likes to witness aren't wonderful anymore
When the flowers in her mind died of thirst
When the magic revealed its hidden trick and secrecy
When the music on her playlist couldn't be play nor hear
When the book she continuously read was burned in the flames
When the joke could no longer makes her happy  
When her dream wasn't a sweet dream instead it's a nightmare

How do it feels like?
Still, to be her favorite subject in writing her poetry . To be her favorite pain that makes her bleeds all the way
How do it feels like?
To be still hopelessly loved by someone you can't love back in return.