Holding on (Andy Biersack)

Feeling Lifeless

(Andy's P.O.V)

it was really Late already and I started getting worried about Jade.I mean she anyways was in a bad mood today and then she just ran out of her tour bus and is nowhere to be found.And it's not that she never tried anything stupid like she was on drugs before and she tried to  committe suicide.I was already sitting here smoking my sixth cigarette in a row trying to calm myself down a bit because I was just over exaggerating anyway.

But then I saw Cat and Kathy coming out of their bus looking worried so I went up to them.

"Hey Andy Did you see Jade anywhere?"Kathy spoke looking a lot calmer than Cat who was almost screaming.

"No I'm a bit worried about her though she doesn't know the area very well."I put out my cigarette since I didn't want to smoke in front of someone pregnant.

"We have to go search her she probably got to the next town or something like that because she always wants to be near strangers. when she's stressed she doesn't like people she knows."Cat started tapping her foot in a nervous way before she added"Well she used to talk to Dean but he's gone"

Kathy ran back into the bus only to come out almost immediately holding a car key.

"Why do you have a car key with you Kathy?"

She just smiled sadly and handed them over to me.

"It's of their dads car he had to bring it along so you are going to drive to the near places around here and just see if you can find her even though the chances are really slim and Cat you are going to get some sleep while I look around the camp"

So after showing me where the car was I started driving and luckily it had a navigation system.So I started driving and hoping that she was just somewhere in someone's tour bus and not anywhere alone in some streets.

(Jade's P.O.V)

Oh my God I was so close to escaping and then why did they spot me?!?

I turned and looked at the one holding my arm and tried to escape his tight grasp.

He just shook his head in laughter and then he looked into my eyes.They were swollen and red so I came to the conclusion that these guys were not only drunk but pretty high, too.

One of the others came up to the one holding my arm and whispered something in his ear.Oh no now they were going to either kill or rape me and I personally didn't want any of that to happen.

But just as they were talking to each other I noticed the mans grasp around my arm getting a bit loose so I looked around and saw that there was no one behind me since all of them were in the other direction and then I firmly ripped my arm out of his hand and ran.

I tried to ignore the sound of their footsteps or the filthy language they were screaming at me.I ran for a long time and just when I had reached my limit and all of my energy had left my body the sound of their footsteps were fading away.

I looked at my surroundings and noticed that I was on some kind of a main street so I sat down on the footpath and just started crying my sole out while cursing my life.

I was just so helpless and I didn't have any energy left in my body, I felt so pathetic right now.

Some minutes later I heard a car nearby and then the car lights flared bright into the street.In another Situation I probably would have found the sight of the car lights flashing by in a dark street while colourful Leaves were lying in the road beautiful but right now I was too numb to think about things like this.

I noticed that the car was the same model as my dad's and when it got nearer I recognized it.It was my dad's car but I couldn't see inside to see if it really was my dad because it was dark inside.

The car stopped right in front of me and I heard the engine being turned of.

Oh shit no please don't get down and be a creep please.. I crouched near the street lamp and put my face in my hands since it was to late to runaway.

But I just felt someone wrapping their arm around my waist and carrying me to the car.Should I scream for help or just stay still in the persons arms?I was so numb I didn't feel anything emotionally I wasn't scared I didn't feel safe I wasn't sad I wasn't happy I just felt lifeless .

"Jade darling it's just me"The voice said and I could recognize it anywhere.

"Andy how did you find me and where are we going and why are you"

I was interrupted by him putting me into the passenger seat and shutting the door behind me.Then he got in and started driving but I was too tired to ask any further questions so I just fell asleep...

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A.N so I updated again and I would love to write a long authors note but I have to get my ass to violin classes so see ya and stay beautiful my little cupcakes!

                    Monaxx