Before it all began [Sebastian x Reader] Kuroshitjushi

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Okay, kiddos, I know I've been abandoning my stories like the shit I am, I do come back and re-read everything once every few days and um, everytime I tried to open up a new chapter to continue the storyline I just can't because I've truly lost all my motivation as a writer. I have no more ideas, I can't bring myself to write anymore, I'm so sorry to all of yall who waited and checked their notifications for and update; I'm so sorry I've let all of you down.

I've been pushing myself to be a better writer all these years, and I'd admit that I am my hardest critic. I even started up a writing request Tumblr to write again because the thought of owing someone something was enough to push me on, but the results were never to my satisfaction. The people there loved it, they always asked for more but I couldn't give it to them gradually. One day I just...stopped the whole writing thing altogether. I have been writing stories in my free time ever since but I never had the courage to publish them, maybe because it's still not perfect in my eyes?

Anyways, I have plans to continue this story, although this was originally planned as a two-shot. Two chapters and it's over but I see it again now and I agree this was a disaster of a book. I've learned how to write a better story and I will deliver someday, so if you see this, don't wait for me to update. Do not wait, maybe one day you might find this again by chance, and I hope that by then, I'll deliver the proper ending all of you deserve. 

yours sincerely,

neon